Joy

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DAMIAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN CHAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAGDELENE!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOHNSON!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOHN CHIA!!

Ups and downs.
Two weeks of break.
Well, so the last time I post was on lastlast Saturday.
Hmmms. Nothing much for me to post.
So, that Saturday, I only remember going to somewhere pasirris, dontknow where also. Went there for lunch and to visits, the uncles.
Well, seriously speaking, I am damn bored thatday and there’s nothing I can do. I am feeling super uncomfortable. Cause I dontknow if I should sit or stand. Alright, allows me to vexed out, thankyou.:):)
Well, after the visiting, went to tampines; MEGACOURTS.
Walking around, buy thing and eat a little at subway.
After all this, was meeting some relatives over there and wentover to CAT3. Dinner over there. Dinner over there seems so bored. I don’t like the feeling of dining at there, atmosphere wasn’t right thatday. Dinner was bad. Not a goodday.
Home next and sleep, I supposed.
So, lastlast Sunday, the 18th, I gotup at about 9am.
Well, and things went smoothly as planned. Happy.:):)
Washup and get things done, rushed down t o compasspoint. Went to ljs and pack the breakfast, and wentover to MOSburger to eat and buy stuffs from MOSburger.
Greatday to start with.
Went to shop about next, walking around, looking at presents for cousin. And its difficult. Hard to buy, endedup, I bought a shirt, thatsall.
Wentoff to tampinesmall next with sis.
Searching for cousin’s present. We shop like, the whole tampinesmall, tampinesone&centurysquare. Time is getting nearer and nearer and we still don’t get to buy our stuffs. So, is kinda like, last minutes.
Finally, buy present.
Went to meetup with family at the seafoodrestaurant. Celebrating cousin’s birthday.
We didn’t have a hard time finding the place, unlike the last time. LOLs.
Dinner was as nice as before. Nothingmuch.
Home after dinner and to SP.
Slacking at home, doing the laundry and stuffs.
Monday was staying at home till afternoon. Was damn frustrated. Cause the water thing!! No water.
Waited till evening. Do thing and left home. Went to northpoint to shop, buy books and home.
Dinner, slack. Cant remember much.
Tuesday was going to chongpang for breakfast, walk about, buy stuffs and home to slack. Rest a little, bath and get things done then wentoff.
Waiting and went to plazasingapura. Shop over there.

Lunched at kfc. And home for dinner.:):)
Tuesday was somehow alright, I like.
Wednesday I was sleeping soundly&sweet till I dontwant to getup.
Shit. Don’t remember anything.
I think Wednesday was going to square2 to walk about, lunch at AJISEN.

Buy fruits and wentover to ttsh to visit grandpa.
Staying till night, like 7plus, going 8pm. Wentover to goldenmilehawker for dinner, didn’t really eat. Then went to yishuncentral to eat again.:):)
Thursday got a ride in the morning to yck station, thankyou.
Took train down to novena. Went to walk about, went to ttsh, breakfast at the foodcourt. Wait for mum and eat at subway again. Then accompany mum to see doctor. Pharmacy next and visit grandpa. Went to lunch at sakaesushi at novena first as I am a little hungry, I guess same goes to the rest. Wentover to j8 next, do thing and again lunch at kfc.:):)
And lastly grandparent’splace. Home next.
Friday I wanted to meetup with Jolyn, but timing don’t seems tally.:(:(
So Friday, I went to grandparent’splace. Meetup with SB at sengkang first and went to grandparent’splace. Slacking over there, kinda bored. Wait for time to pass.
Dinnerout. At somewhere kembangan.
Dinner was so nothappy. Eating don’t seems great, donthave the mood at all and I didn’t filled my stomach. Badday.
Last Saturday, went for breakfast at chongpang and back.
Went to grandparent’splace first at marsiling, visit grandpa. Staying till about 5pm and we wentoff. Accompany father home first then to grandparent’splace at hougang. Taking wallet, next, was supposed to attend ffw but endedup didn’t.
Went to some multi-story carpark, washing car, cleaning and everything.
Then I realized, I took like 3hours for the whole cleaning.
Went to somewhere nearby next for dinner cum supper. Seafood!!
Damn hungry. Order like 3dishes and we managed to finish.
Last Sunday was a unhappy day for me.
Early in the morning, unexpected thing and hurts.
I dontwant shouting.
Alright, get things done and went to amkcentral for breakfast with SH.
Walk about, buy stuffs and off.
Went to tampinesIKEA next. Lunch over there, walk about. At then, I started to feel sleepy. Feel like sleeping. Went to GIANT next to buy stuffs. Really tired. Went for lightdinner and home.
This week, I have been sleeping late always. Gettingup early. And making myself suffering.
Monday was staying at home as I am feeling cramp at the stomach.
Chocolates!! Staying at home and noodles for lunch, thankyou.
Tuesday I was slacking at home, cramp, pain.
Wentout in the afternoon to grandparent’splace.
Dinner over there too and the dinner was like, not so happy.
Talking and its so irritating.
Went for dinner again at mac.:):)
Went to pack and dine at the park, sk.
Flashback.
Home next.
Wednesday was staying at home till afternoon, and went to auntyplace.
Wednesday afternoon, I had ricedumpling, sesame. Thankyou.
Don’t remember much.
Thursday I can only recall dinner at night, and going to SP next to walk about.
Yesterday I am damn shag.
Yesterday only remember staying at home, having dinner, watchingtvshow.
Wentout to SP to eat. Mac again, thatsall.
And drinking at home justnow. But I don’t feel like sleeping at all though I am tired. Well, I couldn’t get to sleep.
Perhaps I am thinking of too much thing.
Its Saturday!! I hope I have a greatday. Its raining rightnow.

Joy

Update soon.:)
I am not busy actually, just that I couldnt find place to surf net.:(:(
I am craving for food rightnow.

lovesyou

Alright, happy deepavali.
Its a ph, and I am supposed to be out with families. But, I am not. Well, initial plan was breakfast at bendemeerhawker and karaoke in the afternoon at somewhere serangoon and dinner at night.
I will be missingout the bonding with family, missingout the fun. And I thought this wont happen like before and I shouldnt let it happen.
Families wont be angry/upset, I hope.:):)
Thursday dinner at grandparent'splace.
Herbalchickensoup.:):)
Slack at grandparent'splace till 8plus. Went to somewhere macphersonrd and off. Went to amk area to find shop that sells the bun and finally we found. Bought it and went home.
Washup, pack stuffs, play unocard&pokercard. Everything is great, home is the best.
Eating chips, ham, junk stuffs.
And finally, sleep.
Then I seriously cant sleep so I getup at around 2.45am.
And the next thing I do was, fixing the new fan!!
I was sweating over. And ya, done.:):)
Returns to bed next.
Yesterday I gotup at 6.15am.
Rest and return to bed. Then I gotup at 11.30am.
Yawn. I am damn tired and I received call, telling me things regarding unplanned issues.
I dontknow what more they want. Its just never enough. I dontknow what more I can do but to just follow. I am really tired, I gaveup my thing just foryou. But you all always seems to be standing at own' point-of-view. Sometimes, things just make me feel tired; heart is tired or maybe numb.
Get things done.
Fish&veggies soup for lunch at home. And off to grandparent'splace.
Reached there at 4plus.
Talking with sis, talking on phone and slack.
Then aunty came, with brother&cousin.
Talking, enjoying those moment.
Surf net, talking with mum.
Dinner at about 8pm. Gosh, that was like so late luh.
Friedrice&friedbeehoon. Veggiessoup, bread with luncheonmeat.:):)
But I dont get the chance to drink the soup.
Cause before I could really finish my dinner, things didnt went smoothly again.
Hmmms. Wentoff after dinner to chongpang, sembawang and home.:):)
Well, home is always the best. Warming.
Laundry, cleaning, tvshow, pack stuffs, unocard/pokercard.
I just wanna stick to mybed.
Wentout at about 11.30pm.
Went to beancurdcity, pack beancurd&youtiao. And to some petrolkiosk to buy drink and off to sembawangpark. Before sembawangpark, we went to some seafoodstalll first cause I wanna eat the bun!!
Though initial plan was to go usl. But, didnt regret going to sembawangpark.
Cause, I got to see firecrackers!!
Enjoying the scene, eating the bun, youtiao, beancurd&drink.:):)
Seeing people fishing, catching crab.
Listening to fm and taking photo at the beachside.
Next was photo taking, at anotherside.:):)
And off, hahas. This part was funny.
Before home, it was, some kinda mini concert held by some people, LOLs. And I am just enjoying the singing.:):)
Lastly home.:):)
Washup and sleep.:):)
I am really tired. Wornout.
This morning I gotup at around 9.30am.
Then I decides to getup, washup and surf net.

lovesyou

Long time no update and I seem to get lazy.
Well, nothing happening happened recently. Everything is still the same, nothing change.
Last Tuesday I just stay and rest at home.
Shit. Cough for 2weeks and its still on.
Work, reading-study, sleep.
Last Tuesday was so bored and upset, waiting for time to pass only. Dinner at night and rest, do stuffs. No mood for everything.
Last Wednesday was resting at home the whole afternoon.
Do housework and wentfor dinner.:):)
Applesoup.
Last Thursday should be the day. Theday whereby those incident happened again, and this time, at shoppingmall.
Dramatic.
Initially plan was to go for breakfast and endedup home.
I seriously dontknow what goes wrong, I got no answer to my own queries.
Last Friday I wentfor breakfast with relatives at chongpang market.
Breakfast were still alright, as usual.
Went to walk around afterthat.
And home. Then rest for awhile, just awhile and went to ICA, and to bugis.
Went to upperthomsonrd next to pack crab and home for dinner.
Last Saturday I went to jurongpoint!! Yeah. Finally.
Went to lunch at pizzahut first and to shop around.

Shop till 7plus, and travels to downtowneast.

Went to attend YL’s birthdayparty.
Thatsall. Staying there till 11plus. And wentoff.
Noodlessoup at home.:) Thankyou alot.
Last Sunday I went to chongpang first for lunch, and took cab from there to grandparent’splace. Cab fare cost about 12bucks. Well, staying at grandparent’splace, talking to relatives. Talking, surfing net, playing with cousin&sis. Wentoff at about 6pm, went to somewhere amk, don’t really know where. Went there for dinner. Dinner was great or maybe I’m just too hungry.
And home next.
Tvshow, bath and sleep.
Monday was damn shag. Sleep the whole morning. Someone came to myhouse and knocked on my room door by my surprise. And, wait. I am sleeping!! And my sleeping’s gone. But, I am happy!!
Washup and prepare then went for lunch at somewhere yishuncentral, and pack food home.
Just nice, the water thing has finish and my gas come!!
Monday was also a bad day.
No water, no gas.
Tuesday was also sleeping in the morning, shit. Coughing and it hurts. And, I got no fan!! Cause sis took it. Damn hot can. Sweating. Cant really sleep well. Do housework afterthat, slack and wentout to grandparent’splace. And, I donthave my wallet withme.:(:(
I hate no money days.
Reached grandparent’splace, surf net. Do thing.
Bath and wentout at 7.30pm with family.
Initially plan was to go somewhere whitesand for dinner and I thought for dining at tampinesmall, teppanyaki. So, we went. Went to buy tonic first as we are still waiting for the rest. Only grandparent, uncle and me. So, after buying, we went to walk about and realized that the shop has moved/closeddown.
Change plan. Dine at soup restaurant.:):)
Greatgreat.
Dinner over there and off.
Yesterday I gotup at very early. 6plus, and I didn’t really sleep.
Wash the fan, clothing, housework.
Wentout at about 2pm, went to NP and decides to lunch at sakaesushi. Eat there, relax.

And watch 4pm show at GV. Phobia2.
Very funny and a little scary.
Great&funny ending.
Home next and dinner again. Eat again.
And to sunplaza, the so-called foodfare to buy thing to eat!! Went to nearby park and slack then home.
Today gotup at about 6.30pm.
Slack. Then wentback to sleep and slack.
Wentout at 3plus.
Travel to woodlands interchange and happened to see Leon!! Glad that I met him, cause it’s a long time since we last catchup.
Then took bus down to grandparent’splace and I am now here.
Surfing the net and talking with cousin.
I am going for dinner.:):)

lovesyou

Dinnerout tonight with family.:):)

lovesyou

In life, many thing you cant choose, you cant make decisions for yourself.
Cause people tends to want to make it their way. And you got no says, no right. But to just follow.
Suffering alone, but who cares?
Tired of it. Dont wish to say about it anymore.
As what you all want, what you all like.
I dontwant to make it my way anymore, cause whats the point of voicing out your own thoughts but endedup, also seems to be like nobody care and you will also dont see the point of saying out how you feel.
Always ask me to say out my thoughts, but whatever is mentioned, always seems to be not the way I want. Cause I always got no choice but to stick with others' planning.
I am tired of this, really. Never in my life I experience.
I dont understand why some people just cant understand. I dont understand why the feeling I receives is like, I got to listen and follow. I felt really tieddown.
Everyone needs space to breathe, same goes to me.
What if, you are suffering alone? And your issuse dont seems to be their problem?
I feel that, they only care about their own feeling. Only care for what they want, and the way they want.
Simply feeling tieddown.
Tired of it. Fine with anything. Anything you all say.

lovesyou

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUNHAO!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GAVIN!!

Lastlast saturday I was at grandparent's place. Staying till night time.
Goodimpression. Mooncake!!
Wentfor dinner at kovan. Supposed to be dining at pizzahut, but poorservice. So, changed to newyorknewyork. I ordered only sidedish. Like freedomfries.:)

Dinner was still alright over there, still okay. Went to walk about after dinner, shop and go off.
Only remember attending friend's birthdayparty.
Then remember going home.
Sunday is sleeping all the way till late afternoon.:)
Slack and wentout at 5plus.
Wentover to centurysquare, wanted to collect my bracklet, but endedup didnt.
Just walk about.
Dine at fish&co..
Grandparent'splace next.
Talking to relatives, eating fruits. Family gathering.
I think I wentoff at around 9plus.
Went to the nearby fairprice to buy stuffs and to the foodcourt to eat a little as mummy wanted. Then wentback home.
Pack thing, unpack, arrange.
Last monday work, same thing and off.
Nothing special.
Home afterwork.
Bath, pack thing and slack.
Dinner next.
Tuesday work, feeling tired.
Lunch at 12noon, with family.:):)
And back to work, which is bored.
And the worst thing for the day was, I didnt bring handphone. But, some kindsoul deliver for me. Thankyou. Lovelove.
Wentoff at 6pm, rusheddown to ssdcl, having some stuffs there and off. Wentback home to cleanup first, pack my thing, water my flower and wentoff. If I am not wrong, we went to somewhere geylang to dine. I dontknow where exacly, but I know its somewhere YH's house.
Ramen&rice, timsum and off to cozybay.
Yeah. Greattime.
Enjoying those moment.
Talking&talking. But, of course we didnt go home latenight.
Wednesday I was damn tired, headaches coming back recently.
Prepare everything and wentout at about 1pm.
Travel down to ttsh, meetup with mummy, grandmum, aunty and uncle.
Mum got appt and uncle went to see doctor.
Waiting time was long, I am tired.
They decided to go over to square2 since uncle is not ready and mum just went to draw blood and is waiting for the report.
All of us went to square2, meetup with sis over there.
Went to buy newspaper&herbaltea.:):)
Went to ljs to eat a little and slack there.
Then back to ttsh, seriously nothing to do over there when we're waiting.
Decided to slack at starbucks.
Order drink.:):)
I went to find mum next while the rest went to meet uncle.
Mum thing was damn long. Waiting and waiting.
We wentoff at abour 6.30pm.
Went to pack food first and to grandparent'splace.
Dinner!!
Shareshare.
Watch tvshow, slack, and wentoff at about 8.30pm.
Went to aunty house first, dropped aunty, sis and cousin and to somewhere sembawang to eat rotiprata.
Thursday work again.
Wentoff at 12noon, supposed to be consultatingdoctor but, I cancelled it, myself.:)
Was feeling so sick.
Lunch at the tpyhawker. And to grandparent'splace. But, no one was home.
I got no choice but to travel back.
Bath, and slack.
Talking with aunty.
Dinner at about 7pm.
And talking with aunty&uncle.
From like 8pm till latenight.
Friday my sickness started to come. Feelng terrible.
Feverish.
Pack a little of my room, get things done and wentout at about 6plus.
Wanted to go causeway cause I wanted to dine at pastamania and buy stuffs.
But, sis called me last minutes just as I wanted to go causeway saying, she wants my pastamaniacard.
Got no choice, so wentover to northpoint and pass to her.
And I went to hougangmall to dine at AJISEN, and dessertstory for dessert.:)

then went to walk around and home.
Then started feeling heavyhead.
Eat panadol and sleep.
Saturday was feeling alright.
Slack at home, wentout at 3plus.
Went to somewhere upperthomson for lunch.
And to hougangmall to walk about and buy stuffs. Then wentover to grandparent'splace. Dinner over there. Friedrice&friedbeehoon.
And slack there to watch tvshow, cause its raining, meaning we cant go to the park.
So, we waited.
And finally, no more rain.
We all take those thing and went to punggolpark.:):)
Enjoying.
Familybonding is always so fun.
Hanging the lantern, lighting, playing with candles.:)
Enjoying the night, eating mooncake, drinking tea.
And also, playing card. Gathering.
Wentback at 11plus.
Watch tvshow, talking and eating.
Wentoff at about 1am.
Sunday I gotup at about 8.45am.
Feeling hot in the body, and cough start to come, with painful throat.
Get things done and waited for others then went to chongpang for breakfast. Wenthome after eating, cause I didnt sleepwell.
Wentback to do the laundry, sleep and pack thing.
Sleeping peaecfully.
Wakeup at 2pm.
Bath and prepare then travel to sembawang to meet the rest.
And we went to tampinesmall to walk about first and to houseofseafood.
Went for dinner, cum, celebarting birthday.
Home after dinner.
Bath and slack, then went to bedokreserviour to slack and talk while waiting for the other.
Then next, we went to somewhere nearby to eat, mc.
And lastly, home.:):)
Yesterday I gotup at about 7plus, feeling no strength all over the body.
Then I gotup to get things done, prepare myself and wentout to see doctor.
Sickening.
Home afterthat. Medication. Resting. Talking.
Dinner at 6plus.
Fallasleep next.
Gotup at about 9pm. Feeling tired.
Then got wakenup at 11.30pm to take medicine.
Medicine was so sick. Take&take.
Wentback to bed, and gotup at 4.40am today.
Wentback to sleep at 5.30am.
Gotup at 7.45am justnow.
Had vermicelli and medcine.
Resting. Tired.