Monday, August 29, 2011

Joy

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Why?

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Joy

F.
Can you please take your brain out and think.
Don't you know I need the toilet, ... At least help a little. Spend some time.
I need rest, but how to at such a position.
And f, so the result is so much important.
You donthave to be at the livingroom for the result.
I dontknow what the f you are thinking. Avoiding?
Dont blame me for 'sending' him away oneday.
No diff, you are not spending time with him anw.
Really tired of all this shit. Not just today, everyday!
If this is what you want then I am not going to let you take him to wherever.
And don't fight with me over this. You got no right.
Sickening.

Friday, August 26, 2011

Joy

Tell me what's wrong.
Really upset lastnight.
Talk to me.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Joy

My back is really pain, and my wrist.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Joy

Seriously craving for oatmeal, raisin&cinnamon cookies!!

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

Joy

Was actually still quite angry and upset w you.
Do something to make me happy instead.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Joy

Total disappointment.
The one that is most dear toyou, hurt you the most always.
After a wholeday, shouldn't we be spending time together? But instead, you got your better plan. So, that is more important, I supposed.
Was not only upset, but disappointed.
Cause you don't seems to understand how I am feeling.
And ya, obviously you don't.
As time pass, I start to wonder why. Why am I treated thisway.
I will definitely not be living this life if I am not staying here.
Put yourself in my shoes, you should understand.
With your sister, you are coming back in the morning. I don't like.
And shouldnt one set himself a limit.
It's so late already. By the time she reached, you can actually be going home already.
I dontknow what you are thinking. Perhaps you love coming home at like 6, 7am. Ha.
Enjoy, have fun for all you want.
I am just like a nobody toyou, you never seems to want to hear me out.

Friday, August 19, 2011

Joy

I am so damn pissed off lastnight.
That might not be wrong, but every one got their own ways of handling.
So, just let the parent do it their way.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Joy

Really so happy, tired.
Everything is diff because of you, myboy.
Love!
Looking forward to this Saturday!!

Monday, August 08, 2011

Joy

Yesterday morning I was really upset. Really really.
Cause you give me the feeling of, neglect.
And plus some other stuff. I am really stressedout.
What can I do?
You take the initiative to ask what happen, I wanted to tellyou but I couldn't bring it out to you.
I hope there won't be any request.
I am really hurting inside. But I couldn't and I dontwant to show out. And all I can do is to hide at a corner, drop tears.
Spending time with the dearest seems like it's not important anymore. :(:(

Saturday, August 06, 2011

Joy

No, I am strong.

Friday, August 05, 2011

Joy

The massage was really relaxing.
But the sweat make me so not comfortable!!
I missyou, mylove.