Tuesday, October 30, 2007

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Sunday I stayed at home for the whole day. Was not in the mood in everything, then I off my computer and went to my room and stay there and cried. Few of friends called me and I didn’t pick up, sorry. Then I went to on my computer again as I think, I should be strong instead. Something brighten me up is that someone chat with me in MSN and I am so surprise. Chat with a few people and I came to know many thing which I know by coincident. Was also talking on the phone with YR for awhile then after that, chat on the phone with PK. Then after we hang, I went to do my stuff and I was thinking at, why should I do that to myself? Is torturing! Then, talked on the phone with JX also. Next, I talked to JH and we talk till 4plus then Einstein called me at about 5 and we talk till 6plus and I went to prepare and I went out. Went to meet up with the rest and I took the same bus with them. Wanted to go TI to change bus but, they asked me to go with them cause I can go and do my thing at anytime. Then, I remember what XX tell me so I went with them and was suppose to meet up with Ter at Roxy Square at afternoon but he can’t make it at last minute so, is sort of disappointed. Then when we are on our way there, something happened in the bus, all thanks to Kevin. Hahas. They meet up with the rest then went to MBCC. After that, they went to eat. Then we went off. I went to CH to meet up with JW while some of them went home and some went out. I was so tired as I have not sleep for 1day. While waiting for JW, I sleep at the stairs. Waited for very long, then we went to walk around and we went to buy Donut, as she wanted to eat. So, we went to Donut Factory. The queue is not very long and we queued for about just 15minutes, I think.


After we buy, we went to MS open space area to slack and talk. And talk about what is in our heart. And, I think we are really very honest and we talk everything out. Then she asks me to eat as I didn’t eat so I tell her I am not hungry. Then we asked YR to join us also. So, the 3 of us talk lots of thing and I really think what they say are really true but I think I shouldn’t think of what others say. We sit there and talk about guy in our class.
Then they say something and I really find it weird. Then we went to Mac at about 9 as YR wanted to eat. I remember JW say something to me. She say, I am very skinny and I should eat more and YR say something like, when someone is not in the mood, then he/she would have no appetite. I think that’s true. The we went to Mac, they eat there then we continue our thing and they keep on talking and saying comforting words to me and I don’t have chance to talk cause the moment I say something they will sure have thing to say and they asked me to do many thing whereby I never do before and I am not those people that would do that. And I told them, I have already done something whereby I wouldn’t do it and I have done it on Monday. They say, once is not enough.

We slack at Mac as they are eating and we are also talking.
Took some pic.



And our phones are on the table and suddenly, there is vibration and we are all so agitated to take a look at our phone but the vibration belongs to YR’s phone. OK, maybe we are all waiting for msg. So, half way through talking, both of them started to msg and, non-stop so I sit there and listen to song but they did talk to me also. And my phone’s battery is going to flat so they ask me not to listen as my battery is going to flat and they say incase people want find me, cannot find me. And we talk lots of thing then they song and sing non-stop, even without the song, the sing. And, is public place. Is going to 10 so I ask JW to finish up her thing and went off but, she say she still don’t want to go home. I asked her what time you want to go and she say later on. We went off at quite late and we went to CL’s toilet then we went to the toile again and we were playing and talking inside the toilet. Then we went to take train but, different from YR. JW alight first then follow by me, I was so tired and not feeling very well. After I alight, I went to the interchange to take bus back. I feel so uneasy and my bus came, I went up and I saw PK also. Is like, so happy but, there is nothing I can do then I thought of what they say, hahas. I reach home at 12.30 and I went to get things done and I went to bed. Wake up at 7plus this morning then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 10plus then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 3plus. The moment I wake up, I thought of what we say yesterday.
Something I remember is that: we are just so near to each another but our heart is far apart. *Drifted Away.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEB!!

Saturday, October 27, 2007

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Yesterday I sleep at about 5 in the morning and I wake up at 8.30 then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 10plus then again I went back to sleep and I wake up at 2plus. My sleeping hour is abnormal!! I wake up, wash up, prepare and use computer for a while to check email then I went to my grandparent’s house. Went over there for a while then I went off for dinner, before that, I buy 2 slice of cheesecake. And I walk to some donut shop and I don’t really want to eat but I still buy it. I buy it because of the name of the donut.
The name is: Prince and Princess.

Then I went to take bus to another station to change for another bus and after I alight from the second bus, I waited for another bus and because I was so focus and concentrate on my hand phone, I missed the bus. So, waited for another bus. I reach home at about 11, so boring then I slack there. Nobody is at home.
I think maybe somehow I hurt you. Maybe I over do it.

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Friday morning I was so angry. I sleep at 4pus the last night and I wake up at 8.44 on Friday morning as some construction thing is going on at my house here. And, it causes noise pollution. So noisy. Then I tried to get back to sleep but I couldn’t then and 9.13, I heard some shouting noise from my sis and I don’t know what is going on so, I stayed at my room and I decide not to go out. Then 10plus, my mum came in to my room and ask me if I want to eat. So irritating!! I can’t have a peaceful sleep. Didn’t sleep well. Then I went to prepare everything 2.30 as I am going to my grandparent’s place. Then I went out and today I am really really really very very happy!! I saw PK today at a bus stop but we are taking different buses. But, it’s just so happy and I don’t know how to express it out. We didn’t really talk and I don’t think he is in the mood. I never see him for a few days. Then I took a bus to my grandparent’s place and on my way there, I was just so happy and I was smiling to myself for the whole journey. Reach there at 4plus then slack there and soon, the rest of them came home from work. Then we talk and have so much fun. Maybe, because I am in a good mood. Hahas. I went off at 7plus with my sis and my uncle drives me to church. And I was like, very early. Then I slack at bay and soon we went up as we are supposed to give Benjamin a surprise birthday party. And, we bring different food/potluck. So happy!!








And, everything is done by 8.30, I think. Then we are supposed to have cell meeting at 8 and, today we skipped cell. Hahas. And we spend our time there just to help Benjamin to celebrate his birthday. We surprise him by telling him we are not going for cell by giving him lots of stupid and lame excuse. And we waited for him at 3rd floor and because many of them is not there on time and they will be late so Amy have to let him stay at 1st floor by entertaining him and talk to him till the rest come. Hahas. Then Amy brings him up to 3rd floor and we got our cake lighted up for him and everything is just there. Then we went to 2nd floor. Went to the room and eat and have fun. The food is so nice and we keep on talking nonsense and DL and DT was quarreling over some food name thing, its just so funny. And we keep on saying good thing of ourselves, maybe is influence from BC. Then we have some sharing and lots of fun!! We went off at 10plus. I said a prayer during worship and it really happen and that makes me so happy. Most of us took the same bus then most of us alight at the interchange. Then HZ and me went to the interchange to take bus while the others goes to different direction.
Seriously, I really envy you because there is someone who care so much for you and specially bring soup for you, hahas. ‘Ai Xin Bian Tang’. I shouldn’t say who it is. Oh ya, Thursday when I went to my grandparent’ place, I saw this at my grandparent’s place downstairs. IS REAL!!

So huge, hahas.
I haven't been uploading pictures for a long times.

Friday, October 26, 2007

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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN CHAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE GOH!!

Wednesday evening I went to have some bits with YR. Went to eat Beancurd. Then we went to someplace to slack and talk. After that we went off. I went home. Then have my dinner at home. Yesterday PK was not feeling he is having a fever. Take care!!
Yesterday I talked on the phone with JX, talked for a while and we hang up. Then I went to do my stuff. And, I am just so happy!! Got a message from someone then we talked on the phone till very very late. Then we went to bed. I wake up at 10plus then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 2plus. Went to get thing done then went to my grandparent’s place. Took a bus to MRT Station then went to buy dount ball and I went to take another bus to my grandparent’s place. Then slack there and talk to my grandma as the rest is working. I must say that; I eat a lot, hahas. I ate Fried Bee Hoon, Porridge and some fruits. I reach there at 5plus then I went off at 8plus. Reach home at 9plus. Then talk to sis and watch TV prog’. I just finish eating not long ago. So bored. Haiis. It has been day… -sick and tired-

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

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Sunday, I went out in the mid-night. Went to just my house here to accompany some friend. Then we went off at 6plus. I went home and sleep. Sleep till 3plus, wake up pack stuff and slack. Went for dinner with YR, and we saw BT and his girl, then after dinner, I went off. Went to take bus and again, I saw BT and his girl. Took the same bus and I went home. Not very happy, disappointed. Sleep at very late.
Monday I wake up at 11plus. Talk to sis and talk all the nonsense. Then I slack there, surf the net and went for dinner at night and came home. Someone called me at 12plus yesterday and I was not in the mood to talk so I don’t want to talk, but I promise to call her later on as to talk. And, I call her at 4plus. She didn’t pick up, I guess she fall asleep. Sorry about that. I hurt and head yesterday. Was very pain yesterday, now not so painful. Nobody knows how I get it hurts and I think I don't want to tell others too.
Sleep at 4plus yesterday, I am just not in the mood to do anything. Who can really understand how I am feeling?
Wake up at 1plus jus now. I find myself day dreaming the whole day and not doing anything, and I should be strong instead. People often says history repeat and I think that’s true cause I am experiencing repeating of history. And I don’t wish that to happen. You know, its just so heart breaking. I need a shoulder.
LOVES!!

Sunday, October 21, 2007

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Yesterday I went to my grandparent's place. Went out with my sis. I reach there at about 3plus, then I slack there. Was having stomach cramp at then, so painful!! Then I went to take a nap, didn't really sleep well. Grandma cooks some tonic for me. She cooked dinner so I pack back home and eat, as I want to go home and rest. Took a cab back, reach home at 7plus then I went to bed, as my stomach is very pain. Didn't sleep well as the pain is there all the time. Wake up at 9plus as my alarm rang, then I slack at my bed and I got a call from PK at 10plus. Talked for a while and we hang then he call again at 12 and we talked for a while also. He went to bed, as he is very tired. My stomach is so pain. Know what? I realize that I didn't eat anything for the whole day only when I am talking with PK. I went to eat at 1plus,am. I could have went to find YR and the rest yesterday, because my uncle will drives me there if I would to go but, because I got a very bad stomach cramp so, I didn't went. Sleep at 4plus last night, didn't sleep well. Was half sleep half awake. Wake up at 11plus as YR morning call me; I wake up and slack there. Thanks for the morning call. Was suppose to meet up with PK but he don't want to meet. I was a little disappointed. Seriously, I was not very happy. Haiis. I went to my grandparent’s place today. Slack there then went for dinner together. Went to TPY for dinner then my sis and me came back alone. Reach home at 10plus. So bored. Was chatting in MSN with Serena also.

Saturday, October 20, 2007

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Yesterday I went to meet YR in the afternoon. We went to FEP to have our lunch. It was so cold at then, hahas. After we finish eating, we sit there and talk. Nowadays we seldom catch up with each another. We went off at 5plus then I went for work. Finish work at 10plus. Then get changed and went off. Took a bus back. So tiring. Got a msg from some people then I was so shock and surprising. LOVES!!
Reach home at about 12am. Went to pack my stuff then went to have supper with some friend at somewhere near my house. Went home at 2plus. Wash up and went to bed.
Today I am not going to work. No longer working at there already. So, I slack there the whole day. Going to my grandparent’s place later on. Miss you!!

I think I should really apologies: *sorry zaion about yesterday.

Friday, October 19, 2007

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Saturday went to my grandparent’s place with my mum. Then slack there, play cards and eat!! At night, I went to buy dinner for them with my brother friend. After we buy back, I stayed for a while and I went home together with my mum. Brother drives us back. Then, slack at home, used computer. Went to sleep at very late. Wake up at 10plus on Sunday morning and I went back to bed and I wake up at 1plus. Then I remember our script for the MV, and we are yet to think of. The only person I can ask to cooperate is Ben as the rest is working but, the worse thing comes, I can’t contact Ben!! And teacher wants that script on Monday. I waited and waited and finally, he MSN me. So, we plan on how to film. I must say that, both of us are ‘creative’ people. LOL.
Then I stay at home the whole day. Went for supper with some friend and I went home. I talked on the phone from late night till 6.30 the next morning, so tired!!

Monday, I went to school for some MV thing, we met up at a coffee shop then eat breakfast and went to school together. The MV was OK. Tiring!! BUT, FUN!! Hahas. We started filming from 12noon to about 3plus; I think I shouldn’t say too much on what that’s about. Then after we finish, we pack up and we went for lunch. Teacher’s treat. Thanks. After that we went off. I went to buy contact lens, accompanied by PK. Thank you!! After I finish buying, we went off. I went home and sleep, as I was very tired. Meet up with PK at night, thanks!!
Tuesday I went to work, so tiring!! Leg so tired, hahas. Work till 10plus then I went to meet some friend at Cineleisure and we went to eat at BK and went to catch up some movie at there also. Went to watch ‘Woodcock’. Funny show. After we finish watching, we went off.
Wednesday I went to work. Not too bad but, tired. Then I went for break with some of them. We went to buy food back to eat. I eat only bun, as I got no appetite. Finish work at 10plus then went home. Reach home at about 12am. So tired. Went to wash up and do everything then talked on the phone with PK and I went to sleep at 1.30. Went to work on Thursday also, was doing spilt shift so, is sort of bored. Finish work at 10plus as usual, then went off. Reach home at 12plus,am. Talked on the phone with YR and PK for a while then we hang. Actually, I was a little not happy of certain things but I know that there is nothing I can do. SMILE! Today I will be working at 6. So happy! Hahas. Will be going out with YR in the afternoon before going to work. Looking forward for that. So tired already.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAMIAN!!

Saturday, October 13, 2007

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Went for GRADUATION DAY on Wednesday!! FUN!! Will remember everything. Then we went off after that. I went home to pack my thing and I went to Safra together with JH to meet the rest. They went to play table pool after that we went to have our dinner then we went home. I was so tired!! Went to bed at about 11 but I got a call at 11plus then I went back to bed at 11plus and I wake up at about 5.30am. I went out early in the morning, went to find PK they all to pass him his stuff then I went to my uncle’s factory. Stay there till about 6 and we went off. Aunty drives me back, we went to grandparent’s place to have dinner then I slack there and I went home at 8plus. Friday I wake up at 10plus and I went back to sleep and wake up at 1plus then slack there. Went out at 3plus, went to RCSC. Then I went to my grandparent’s place and we went for dinner at HM. After dinner, we went back. I went to my grandparent’s place and I went off at 10.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

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Sunday I went to THE PRATA HOUSE with YR and JX to have our lunch. I eat a lot. After we eat, we slack there till about 7 and we went off. Went to somewhere near my house to slack and chitchat then we went off. Reach home at 9plus. Slack and pack my stuff then chat on the phone till 3 and I went to bed. Wake up at 7plus on Monday morning then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 9plus. Went to study with YR for our paper then we went to school. After that, as usual, they went to eat. I didn’t join them due to some stuff. I went home and get things done then I went to NP to buy thing to eat and I saw them there. Then I went to my uncle’ workplace. Then went off with them to my grandparent’s place, have my dinner there and slack for a while and I went off. Took a bus back and went to meet PK. Chat and went to buy some stuff and we went off. Yesterday, I went to Suntec with some friend, went to have dinner. Wanted to do something but, shop is closed. We went to Carl’s Jr. After that, we went off. Sleep at 5plus this morning cause I can’t sleep and I wake up at 6plus cause I need to report to school at 7.30. When I reach the gate, I realize that, our reporting time is 9.30!! What?! Teacher makes wrong announcement!! So, I went home as it still have 2hour!! A bit angry and frustrated.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

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Wednesday I went to study with them early in the morning. Our paper starts at 2 and we left the place at 1.45. And, we are all late!! and they have already started the paper.
Exam and we are late, hahas. After our paper, we went to NP to slack then walk about, they accompanied me to see my cousin’ present and we went to take neoprints. After that, we went off. I was not in the mood of taking pic but due to some thing. After that we went off. Thursday, I wake up at 7.45 and my paper starts at 8. Oh no! Late late!! I quickly get things done and went to school. Went with YR, she is late also.
We are again late for exam. We reach at about 8 and I got a call from the school asking where am I. Hahas. We went up to the examination hall and they have already started. Anyway, we are not the later PK is later. After our paper, we went off. Went to a coffee shop to eat. Was talking rubbish there. After we finish eating, we went off. Thought of going to the Night Market, which is near my house. But we didn’t go.
I reach home at very early, can’t remember. 12plus or 1plus, I think. Then after that I went to sleep. Wake up at 4. I went to bath as I am going to meet PK. Something happened so………..
I can’t use hand phone, house phone, I don’t have house key, and I don’t have any money with me!! All my valuables are not with me. I told my mum what happen and I went out. Anyway, we are meeting at my house here. Went to Safra with PK they all then we went off. I reach home at 10plus. Nobody home. I went to get things done and slack. Friday, again my valuable is not with me. So I can’t go town area and people asked me to go town area. I don’t even have nice clothing. I can only contact them through MSN. YR came to accompany me and she asked me what happen and I told her, hahas. Then we slack at my house downstairs. JX came also. He wanted to ask me to go don’t know where then I also don’t know why lah. Never ask too much. Then went JX reach, I told him, I can’t go out and he was a bit blur as he don’t know what is going on. So I told him and we slack there, after that my relatives came over to my house so, I went up.
After that they went to eat and I went to bath and I went down to find them. Then we went to have our dinner then we went to Safra together with PK and BT to play table pool and billiard. We went off at 1plus then PK accompany me back home. I went to get things done then talk to my mum and use computer for awhile then I slack there and I went to bed at morning, 7plus. Wake up at 10plus then I went back to sleep and I wake up at 12plus. Went to wash-up and get prepare to go out. Went to have lunch at Sakae Sushi with my mum and sister. After that, we took a cab and we went to our grandparent’s place. Slack there then we went to buy dinner for them. Talk to aunty while waiting for mummy to be done. Went off at 12plus.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

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Yesterday went for exam. Saw them but didn’t talk to them. Then I talked on the phone with Ter.
Paper is at 1500 and I realize I didn’t bring my entry proof at 1435, so I went home and take. Wasn’t late. Went for my paper then we went to have lunch together. After that we went off. Went home to get things done then we went to Library to study. Hahas. So fun!! Then we went off at 9. We went to have our dinner. After that we went off. Took the same bus as NK and Ben. Reach home and get things done then I rest. Don’t get disappointed in yourself. Love love!!
I sleep at very late last night and I wake up at 0611 this morning due to some stuff. Then I went back to sleep. Wake up again at 6.30. Got a morning call from PK. Then I slack at my bed and I went to was up and get thing done. Then I went to school with YR. we went to the canteen to study. Then Kevin called me and asked me to gather at examination hall. So a bit nervous at then. After paper, I went home then went to sleep, sleep till 7. Hahas. Had my dinner at 8plus. So bored. I don’t want to study!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JUN HAO!!