Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Joy

Ya, Saturday was goingover to find mydearone, I just have to go.:):)
And ya, cab down, then went supper with them, and back.
I really love the feeling, mylove. The togetherness , the intimacy.
And Sunday was goingdown to the pub in the afternoon, slack over there and wentoff.
Hmmms, was at bugis at night, just to walk around. Nothing much basically. Wenthome afterthat.
Yesterday was going to work, dataentry then lunch. Lunch at bk, then to the lounge and back to do things. Was doing scanning and things. The bored feeling. Wentoff afterwork, headdown to parkwayparade, walking around buying lots of junkfood!! Then wentfor frogporridge afterthat, at geylang.
I seriously missed home-cooked food.
So afterthat, left and wentback home. Washup and do things, mails.
Wentto bed at 1plus and somehow got wakenup by sis, cause of the strangers things again.
We made policereport theday before yesterday&yesterday.
Makes me cant sleep, police came, statement, and go. And this make us all awake!! And next brother, sister&I was discussing about the issuse, and they continued while I wentto bed.
Not feeling verywell, tummy seems to be pain, again.
Alright, and today was again work, same thing.
Scanning all along. Lots to do.
Wentfor break at bk again with sweetheart&nigel.
Then back to work. And I cant go in to cas!! And some dontknowm who actually call to report me.
So, ya, everything is okay afterthat. Do scanning and wentoff at about 6pm to cag for the report thing. Slack there awhile and left.
Wentover to tampines and meetup with girlf, serena!!
Longlong time since we last meetup, haha.
And we are still the same, so crazy, making fun, teasing one another, gossiping at the same thing over the years, LOLs.
We wentto t1 first, then decides to dine at thaiexpress. And we went in, had our dinner.
So, some incident again, like always. And we are laughing, teasing one another.
Okay, the tomyum soup incident was really damn funny and ya. Hahaha.
Off after dinner, wentto centurysquare. Walk around to see thing, and she buy her stuffs. Next, we wentto cafecartel for dessert!!
That's a must!! Ordered loverfantasy!! Too much fun&laughter we had justnow.:)
And finally homesweethome.:)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Joy

'She wants the warmth of another person and in a committed relationship, the source of all that is YOU.
No one else can give her that.'
Women dont sexually engage only because they get horny, for they can easily help themselves in the shower and harvest climaxes in the most intense and efficient manner.
They dont miss sucking on a thing, or making love for 2 freakin' minutes. They dont miss the masterful strokes of the "almost-kinda" orgasms.
So what do women miss most when they don't get laid?
They miss being CUDDLED, KISSED, CARESSED&HELD.
They miss the feeling of EXCITEMENT, FUN, AFFECTION, AFFIRMATION, CLOSENESS, WARMTH, TOGETHERNESS, COMFORT&INTIMACY.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

Joy

Family really care so much, thankyou.
Hmmms, Thursday was going to work and somehow things happened.
So, ya, endedup not going to work. Alright, takecare of myself.:)
So, was resting at home and missingyou.:)
Wentfor dinner at night at tm, cafecartel.
Then down to giant and buy stuffs and back. Tired.
Yesterday was not going to work ya, wentout early in the morning to myloveplace.
Then wentto Drteo in the evening for consultation, same thing.
Then down to had late lunch at somewhere there. And back home to do thing, going back is always so much things to do. Slack there, watch tvshow. And rest a little.
And the worst thing was disappointment. Emotions breakdown, and I guess I didnt had this kind of feeling before, and never in mylife. And I never have to had this feeling.
What power do you have to make me droptears? People are asking me.
So, nothing much for today. Was just staying home, doing some research and resting. Didnt intend to go anywhere. And headingout soon to find my dearone.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Joy

Mummy, the road to happiness doesnt come easy.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

Joy

The sillyme decides to stayup all night just for the little things that'll make me happy. But, its always waiting for nothing.
I stop texting question msg toyou, sometimes it gets little frustrated&upset with the reply.

Monday was not going to work.
Notwell. Sudden pain in the stomach.
Stayed home the wholeday, doing like, nothing, wasting time at home.
Alright, wentfor dinner with mummy, auntie&sis at compasspoint, swensens.
Celebrated auntie's birthday.
Wentto walk around afterthat, buy some stuffs and back.
Feeling very terrible, pain to sleep. And the pain makes me wanna droptears, didnt sleep well too.
Yesterday was going to work as usual, work, typing.
Lunch at lounge, going lounge like everyday.
Same thing, tpool&the soccer thing.:)
Back to work, wentto cas and back.
Wentto tampinesone afterwork. Meetup with HR, pass him stuffs.
And we wentfor dinner at sushitei.
Lightsnack at bakerzine cum mooncake.:)
And back, tiring.
Sleep at like 3am lastnight. Abdomen pain, on&off. And I can hardly breathe.
Today was going to work as usual, doing the documents thing. Lunch at louge, ya. Tpool, thatsall.
Back to office to work.
Wentoff afterwork with colleagues, take train down to tampines and dinner at dintaifeng.
Walk around and back. Tiredtired.
Bath and do stuffs. Family playing mahjong again.
I am so boring, doing some research.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Joy

Was feeling so breakdown the whole Wednesday
But, its over, one shouldnt lookback, but I really dont like the feeling of deceiving myself.
Thursday was work, same thing.
Pack lunch to lounge and eat.
Tpool again, hahas. And back to office.
Lots of work to do.
Busy typing, and get so tired.
Keep eating things, hahas. And finally, knockoff.:)
Back to grandparent's place, slack, was so so tired and sleep very early. But, still wakeup somehow.
And, I was indeed waiting for your call.
Well, Friday was heading down earlier. Had mc for breakfast in office. And startwork.
Didn't eat much for lunch, was just going to t3 to buy junkfood and back.
Lounge to gather, tpool again, hahas.
Lots of thing to do recently, boring.
Wentoff to yishunhome afterwork, stay there for awhile and wentoff.
Wentover to chongpang to get some junkfood from the nightmarket and down to mydeargirlfriend house!!
Bath, dinner and show!!
That was really so great. Watching 27dresses first then followed-by chucky, child's play. Hahas. Greatgreat. Goodtime watching and enjoying. Des joined us halfway.
Scaring one another, LOLs.
More to go, hope this weekly thing continue ya. Hahas.
Alright, ya. That's just so so fun!!
Mydear cameover too and we wentoff.:)
Wentto jp, ntuc. Buy sushi&stuffs then back.
Sleep prettylate ya, as usual, weekends.
Gotup at like 8 in the morning ya, hahahas.
And back to sleep.
Wentto the cousin's place for grandma's birthday celebration.
Buffet, eat a little and off.
Headdown to bugis and meetup with mydearyr.:)
Wentto bugisst to accompany her to buy thing and we wentto iluma, then down to plazasingapura.
Wentto xwhk cafe to eat a little, YH joined us over there ya.
And we wentto prinsepst to drink.
Playcard, sing, drink, chill.
Ya, thatsall. Talk ya. Dearboy cameover!! Sweetsweet!!
Then we wentto newtoncircus for supper and back.
Hmmms, nothing much already. Today was goingdown to vintage and cab downto grandparent'splace from there.
Slack awhile and wentfor dinner at hougangmall, meetup with grandparent over there.
Dinner was great, having a goodtime, so before dinner sis&me were shopping over there, but I didn't buy anything.:)
So, while waiting for the food to be served, we played monopolydeal. Hahahas.
We're so crazy over that.
Wentto buy stuffs with sibling they all afterthat while the rest wentoff first.
It was really great ya, and brother give a ride back.:)
Check mail, and do some online research justnow, and still.
Too much reading.
Gotta sleep soon ya.:)
Stomach feeling so uncomfortable, its painful.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Joy

The feeling is totally suck, its terrible. Tellme what you want.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Joy

Be more concern, please!! This shouldn't be the way.
Yesterday office was so empty, ya, most of them were out.
Not much things to do actually, so just talk.
Wentto lounge to slack awhile, play tpool.
Back to office and wentoff at 2plus.
Meet mydearone!! Headdown to tpy, wentto clinic, consultation.
Then wentfor lunch together.:)
Then down to pub, doing some workthing over there, surfnet.
Tiring, not feelingwell.
Wentoff at prettylate and back.
Today was again work. Feeling so upset, I dontknow why, just the feeling.
Today's time seems to pass very, extremely slow.
Probably because I wasn't feeling happy. Really feeling so breakdown. Just wanna drop tears.
Colleagues, thanks for concerning without knowing whats going-on.
Well, lunch at bk then to buy stuffs and back to office. Wentto lounge again to play tpool and gossip.
Alright, back to work, everything's done today. Good.:)
So, just slack there and be ready to go off.
So, wentdown to the atm first and to the bus terminal. Take bus back, eat a little, surfing the net, checking mail and doing some stuffs.
Its just so hard to find someone to talk.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

Joy

Lots of thoughts inmind. Upset.

Monday, September 13, 2010

Joy

Wednesday night was staying at home, surfing the net and missing my dearones!!
Thursday I remember wakingup feeling very happy, happy cause of sweetsweet msg.:)
That was so great, the feeling was so great. Lovelove.
Having blockednose, super uncomfortable, very hard to breathe.
Work, as usual, and lunchtime, everyone there seems to go missing, LOLs.
And, ya, dataentry and work. Off at about 6pm, wentto godmum'splace. Chat with her, as usual, usual question, hahas. Sometimes, since I last saw her.:)
Left at 9plus, wentto northpoint for dinner and cab down to meet mylove.
Stayed there, relax, chill, feeling alittle sick. But, no choice ya.
Wentfor supper next and back.:)
Friday was out to amk to meet mydeargf. Wentto walk around, buy junkfood&bubbletea, walk around, shop. Dinner at sukisushi, a longtime since we last hangout thisway.:) Loveyou!!
More meetup to come hopefully. Loveyou, but love mydearest more, LOLs.
Buy shoes&bag.:)
Wentto the arcade to look around, wanted to catch movie but its too late, so we drop the plan.
Meetup with KY&Leon over there ya.
Stayed there for awhile and we go off, wentto the cashdeposit machine first and catch the last train.:):)
Wentover to meet myloveones as usual.
Then wentback to sleep, tiring. Upset.
Saturday was goingto causewaypoint, meetup with mydeargf again.
Nothing much, nothing to do too.
Wentto walk around, buy 2shorts&1top.:)
Happyhappy, buying things recently. Gotta stop this habit.:)
Alright, we wentfor dinner next, had pasta.:) And its her treat!!
Wentto the arcade nextto kinda like killtime, and off.
I headdown to orchard, meet alzenagf. Wentto walk around at first and chill at tgif.
Slack there and had some light snack, talking.



Left at prettylate, downto pomo to play tpool.
Saw Jasmine&gang over there!! A longlongtime since I last saw her, like few years!!
Start to talk, non-stop even playing.:)
Well, we left at about 2am.
Dearbf cameover to pickme.:)
So sweet, sweet!!
Yesterday was going to church for anniversarydinner with family.
Left after dinner, wentback home.
Feeling really tired, and you just had to disappoint me. The feeling is really not good at all!!
Well, washup, sleep.
Gotup this morning feeling extremely happy!! I was really smiling happily. Seeing the msg, really makes me wanna callyou!! Loveyou lots!! You makes me feel so great. Hope this stay.
Thanks sweetheart for the breakfast.:)
Well, break was at t3, and again buying junkfood.
That was really great, got to control ya.:)
Meetup with Alvin next to get the ts and back to office.
Our division having some function/party thingy but I didn't join ya, hahas.
Lots of work to do recently, I am so tired, no time for mydearones.:(:(
Wentback straight afterwork today, tiring.
Play monopolydeal again with siblings, LOLs.
Had dinner, washup and play mahjong justnow.
Bored, I am feeling very very tired. You always feel tired when you have yet to do things you wanted to.
I got lots of things, wanting to tellyou and I cant find anytime. Our time always don't seems to tally, hard for us. Everyone is just busy with their stuffs too.
You're so concern about me, thankyou. I cant wait to seeyou!!

Sunday, September 12, 2010

Joy

It has been sometimes since I last post.
Update soon, I am tired cum stomachpain.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

Joy

Sunday was heading down to meet my loveone!!
Happyhappy.
Finally gotta see HYgirlf&co..:):)
Left at verylate, and back.
Then wentout again, accompany uncle to see doctor, brother they all came down and send us back.
Monday was feeling a little notwell. I know I am falling sick.
Okay, do some stuffs and stay home.
Hmmms, had dinner at home, ya, surfing the net, doing things.
Yesterday was gettingup late, well, prepare, had breakfast and wentout. Tiring, really.
Wasn't late, on time!! Do the shifting documents again, chat with sweetheart. Happy, enjoying.
Dear was so sweet lah!! Loveyou, hahas.
Randomly question, randomly smile. Thankyou.
Your msg really makes me happy, smile.:)

Well, lunch at t1 with sweetheart only, and we went around buying junkfood.
Chocolates, spongecake, mooncake, fruitjuice…
I am really very happy!! Dear&sweetheart always making me feel so sweet, hahas.
Alright, off at 6pm.
Headdown to northpoint, wentto library to do some study for test while waiting for bestie.
Then we had dinner at Manhattanfishmarket.


A lot to catchup!! Time flies.:)
Afterthat we wentto bakerzin, and he got me a slice of cake!! Thankyouthankyou.:)
And btw, he got me yellowrose&stuffs, LOLs.
And next we headdown to meet mydear together.
Meetup with HYgirlf&co. there too.
Drink, supper and back.
Today was gettingup at about 0930am.
Prepare and wentout to woodlands, dearest drive me down!!
Thankyou, mydear.:)
Had my test and I passed. Feeling so happy, so excited. The feeling of wanting to screamout!! Wanting to hugyou tight, LOLs. Thankyou for waiting for me, hahas, I know I take a longtime.:)
And next, we had our lunch our there, then wentta yishun, take letters, ya.
And down to hougang.
Wentout to compasspoint with mummy&cousin afterthat. Eat a little, and buy 2dvd!!
Confessions of a shopaholic&hannahmontanathemovie!!
Buy some herbaltea and back.
Started watching the show, hahas. And had my dinner at 9plus.:)
Surf net, do things, pack stuffs.
I missyou so much, mydear!!

Monday, September 06, 2010

Joy

some words are just so difficult to put in words, but I hope you will know without me saying.

Sunday, September 05, 2010

Joy

So Tuesdaynight was staying at home.
Chatting with HYgirlf, soso excited.
Hmmms, and Wednesday was soso happy!!
The feeling of JOY!! Cause.., okay, keep this a secret, only HYgirlf knows.:)
So work was alright, nothing special.
Andy joined us for lunch, lunch at t3.
Headdown to ION afterthat to meet sis&herguy.
Had our dinner at WA, super hungry, hahas.
Then wentto walk around.
Buy 2shorts. Then back home.
Thursday was wakingup so happy!!
Headdown to work, happy!! Msg is so sweet!!
Paperwork, break, tpool at lounge&osim, hahas.
Scanning at CAS as usual.
Shifting the documents.
Meetup with mydearest afterthat. Wentover to cathay, buy movie ticket!! Yeah, so happy. Hahas. And down to orchardcentral, dinner. And to cathay for movie.
Wentto newtoncircus next for supper and back. Really enjoy myself the wholeday.
Thankyou. Lovelove.
Friday was going to work, as usual. Halfday.
Didnt do any scanning, was just moving the stuffs. Left at 1730, and ya, it was a heartbreaking day, again. I really cant take it, really gotta ventout.
So Friday night was sleeping at home first, then wentout at 2330, meetup with Johnson, and we wentdown to kovancentre for drinking. Well, just chill and talk. Then ya, dearest, talk, unhappy.
Yesterday was doing some documents too, and was supposed to be going Mhotel with sis, endedup not going, too rush. Okay, so get ready, get stuffs and wentover to mylove'splace.
Rest awhile, get ready and wentout for dinner at shentonway.
Down to central afterthat. Meetup with HR&co., then Fion&co. too.
Buy some sweet, slack at bk while waiting and to boatquay, some pub. Drinking wasnt happy. Then meetup with thebrothers they all, went around and endedup at boatquay again for drinking, it wasnt fun, I supposed, feeling so down, trying to be happy.
Okay, thatsall, supper, home.
Stayed at home the wholeday, family wentout to mbs, home alone rightnow.
Heart is feeling so uncomfortable, the feeling of wanting to cry.
Heading down to meet mydearones soon.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SERENA!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALVIN!!