Joy

Thursday was staying at home, having super bad headache, really terrible.
Rest&rest.
Wenthome at night, and ya.
Wentfor beancurd next and home.
Yesterday was going to kovan with mummy, wentfor lunch.
Had sushi, sakaesushi.
Walk around, fairprice to buy stuffs and backhome.
Mahjong, dinner, prepare.
Wentout with mummy, aunty, sis&herguy.
Headdown to cathay, b&j's.:)
And orchard to kinda tour, then to Singaporeflyer, walk around and slack there.
And to jalanbesar for supper, timsum.:)
And finally backhome.
Washup, watch show, love50%.:)
And stay home, do nothing, waiting for love.:(
Meetup at about 5am. Lols.
Okay, had steamboat lunch today, a greattime.
Hmmms, wentback to yishun.
And watch tvshow, and sleep.:)
Gotup at about 11pm, super tired, heavyhead.
Yet to had my dinner, waiting for my mac.:)
I feel that I am going to nowhere.

Joy

Didn’t wentfor dl last Friday.
Super tired, notwell. Takecare, myself.
I really cant take it anymore.
Stay home, rest. Cab back to yishunhome, watching show, dinner, rest, talking to father.
Meetup with dearest, wentto eat and home to sleep.
Saturday was goingback to hougang.
Ordered pizza for all.:)
Rest a little and wentover to vintage, take some stuffs and home.
Watching show, eat a little. Talking to father.
Meetup with love at 3plus, left at 4plus.
Wentfor super early breakfast and home.
Sunday was going to occ for dinner.
Then wentback home.
Wentto the doctor on Monday. Nothing much. Cab down to hougang afterthat.
Yesterday was going for lunch with dearest and mummy&father.
Wentto occ for timsum, then to the fairprice and back home.
Super stress feeling.
Dinner with mummy at northpoint, pastamania. Walk around, wentdown to pub with mummy.
Can home afterthat.
Meetup with dearest at latenight again, wentfor supper and to hisplace.
Supposed to be going in to Malaysia today, endedup cancelled.
So, do nothing. Wentto btpanjang, get some fruit and back home.
Sleep, tired&to avoid everything.
Gotup at 10plus, eat a little and surf net. Seeyou real soon!!

Joy

Really really tired.
Sleepy.

Joy

Craving for lots of things now.:):)
And are we going to eat that later? Haha.
Bttimah prata, cp nasilemak, fruits, youtiao, mantou, sushi.
Alright, thats alot.

Joy

Had a really bad dream lastnight, scary, I am afraid.

Joy

Wentfor lunch with mydear yesterday.:)
Was super tired. Happyhappy.
Meetup, wentdown to queenways.
Okay, service car, lunch.
Tiredtired. Lovelove.
Then wentto scc for dinner, subway. And home afterthat.
Was chatting with bro&sis, hahaha.
Super tired&heavy headache lastnight. Pain.
Wentdown to compasspoint with mummy, sis&cousin today.
Had lunch at swenson, damn full.
Then wentto polyclinic next, and compasspoint again, chill at kfc.
Veryvery tired, and home afterthat.
Missingyou a lot, dl tomorrow.:( Not in the mood, haha.

Joy

Not having lunch withyou today, a little upset.
Am I seeingyou tomorrow?
Hmmms, last Saturday was staying at home, rest, order mac for all.:)
Sunday was playing mahjong at home, then wentoff at 3.15pm. Cab down to yck for dl.
And all the way to ubi.:)
Tiring, humid, giddy.
Back home, wanton!! Dinner.
Feel terrible.
Yesterday I wentover to cgh for appt.
Wentoff afterthat, dearest cameover to pickme, thankyou.:)
Make me so happy.
And we wentfor lunch together at hougangmall, ichiban. Super full.
Home, slack, dinner. And mahjong. Then sleep.
Gotup at super early today as usual, lie at the bed and do nothing. Wentto prepare and get ready, suppose to be meeting love for lunch but, no more.
So, wentover to compasspoint instead with sis.
Meetup with mummy&cousin there.
Had lunch at yoshinoya!! Craving for that for like a week already!!
Then we wentto walk around afterthat and back home.
Watch tvshow, do some stuffs, dinner, surfnet.

Joy

Yesterday was staying at home, didnt go work.
Really cant take it, need to rest.
Wentout in the afternoon to suntec, walk around, then wenthome.
Had dinner at home, tvshow, rest.
Meetup with dearest at 3am, and I was chatting with mydad.
Wentoff, super tired.
Gotup at 8am today, not feelingwell. Wentback to sleep at gotup at 1pm.
Super not well, the feeling is really sucks. Headaches, pain.
Prepare, washup, eat and down to vintage, and cab off from there.:)
Sleep when I am back, gotup at 9pm. Had dinner and ya, chatting with sis.
Chatting with auntie in msn now.
Cough gets worst, and the pain is killing me.
I am feeling really terrible, be withme.

Joy

Tummy pain recently, terrible.
Tuesday was meeting mydear at about 1130.
Had lunch with dear&kai at asiagrand.
Then down to templest, get some stuffs, then down to get the tissue and off.
Wentback home, then cab down to compasspoint with mummy&cousins, jeff&jermaine.
Eat a little at kfc, coldstorage next and off.
Brother cameover to fetch us.
Was home playing cardgame, then had dinner, and mahjong next.:)
Rest afterthat.:)
Mydearest callme and it really surprised me.
Yesterday was resting at home, not feeling well.
Then wentover to rivervaleplaza, had lunch with mummy, cousin&maid. Then wenthome afterthat.
Sleep again, omg, I have been sleeping a lot recently. Seems abit abnormal?
Today was goingto work, not feelingwell omw, terrible.
Then cab to dearplace. Eat a little, rest, feeling very tired, notwell.
Then wentoff, backhome. Rest again, and gotup at 10pm.
Super tired&tummypain, not well.

Joy

Do you know you tell me that three words laatnight?:)
Like finally.
And it really melt myheart, you didnt tell me that before.
Its just so sweet, and I dontwant it to be just temporary.

Joy

A longtime since you last hug me, mydearest.
Do you know?

Joy

Saturday was goingover to boonlay there, ya, wentdown to pub afterthat.
And had my dinner there, then cab off at about 8pm.
Was feeling super unwell, and ya, I just feel so helpless.
Okay, I was taking a long rest, I supposed.
Well, yesterday was having lunch at home, and cab down for dl.:)
Excited, yck-amk.:)
Cab home afterthat. Dinner at home, tvshow.
Today was otw to work and the thing happen again. I never thought I will get this again,
Anyway, was just feeling so weak, nothing helps and I am afraid.
Cgh, test and off.
Dearest cameover. Wentfor lunch at scc, heisushi.
Walk around, buy thing and down to the clinic.
And yes, finally, relief.
Okay, wenthome afterthat.
Had dinner, rest, tvshow, net.
I missyou.

Joy

So what if I tellyou whats wrong? Whats the point?
Continue to hate me, angry withme.
I should be letting you go instead.
You deserve better, not me. Maybe thisway, you will be happy.
What you have for me is simply not love, dont lie to yourself anymore.
Because love shouldnt be this way.
I am crying inside.

Joy

Craving for SUBWAY now!! HAHA. Take me there!!
So Wednesday was indeed a little upset.
Meeup with dear at super late. And you know the feeling of wanting to eat withyou alone?
But its always no, no&no. And I seriously dont like it, but I will never say. I dont mind accompanying you to eat, but I supposed that wasnt what you want.
Well, guess you wont read this, haha. OKAY, enough for this.
Yesterday was going over to the clinic but gotta get an appt, so we wentoff. Eat a little over there and home.:)
Rest, tvshow, surfnet and readings.
Feeling kinda happy today, so please dont spoil my mood. But I know you will, just by eating with the rest later. Call me selfish, but because the time we spend alone is already so little, spare some thoughts for me.
Okay, supper with love&co. lastnight, and back home, washup, tvshow and sleep.
Work today was great and not much things to do.:) Happy.
Craving for jk prata for a week already and finally.
Headdown to jk with colleague, dylan.
And yes, we are enjoying, we had; eggprata, plaintprata, onionsprata, mushroomprata, garlicnaan, thosai.:)
Just the two of us, excited!!
Wentover to urbanspoon next.
Chill over there and had some dessert.:)
And we were both so excited&crazy about the etiquette thing. Fun and great talking with here about all this. And next she started the babies topic, haha. And we are so into it.:)
Talking about babies name, the meaning behind and what are we going to name our kids, that was really interesting. Serious serious. The feeling is really excited when you are able to say all this with someone who is also interested and hear her saying this was really great. Great sharing.
And I supposed, both of us have kinda finish figuring the meaning behind those names we listout.
ALRIGHT, wentoff at 1015. And home.:)
Washup and surfing the net for the appt thing ya.
Seeyou soon, I really hope, please dont always let me wait. You know I yearn to seeyou.

Joy

Disappointed, didnt you say; 'I will be there?'
Why are we having a hardtime to communicate? This isnt right, not normal.
Yesterday was going to work, feeling super unwell. Lunch with colleagues.
Wentoff at 1530, headdown to yck for dl.:)
Fun!! Yck to sk, punggol.:)
Alright, wentover to amk next. Meetup with serenagirlf&cheryl.
Had dinner at nihonmura, no salmon, no tako, no unagi, hahas. So not like me, and they didnt order as well.:)
Had a fun time, lots of joke.
Wentto kbox next, sing, and no alcohol, lols. Just sing and enjoy. Was singing all the fast/rocksong lastnight and enjoying.
Dedicates till we dontknow what song to sing, LOLs. Girlf was saying this was the firsttime we sing till so pathetic, its still early and we really got no other song to sing. Hahas.
And ya, is only with them and I sing those songs.:)
Cab home afterthat, washup and sleep.
Wentto work today carrying lots of thing, supersuper heavy.
So, had freshmilk in the morning.
Wentto work, not so much for today.
Staying in office, bored.
Wentoff at 1830. Had dinner at home, watch tvshow, help sis with the packing.
Meetup with serenagirlf, got the craving for beancurd so we wentover.:)
Eat, pack and wentoff.
Seeyou soon hopefully, dont disappoint me.