Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Joy

Wentover to Kai'splace on Thursday night.
Hmmms, watch the show!!
Breakfast with family on Friday at amk, timsum.
Grandparent'splace next, mj, out at the evening to buy roastmeat&duck.
Dinner, home to washup and jp for movie!! arthur.
Saturday was going to ubi area, car workshop...

Cp next. Youtiao, sushi, bk...
Grandparent'splace next, slack.
Home and rest and mylove wentout.
Sunday was going over to bedok, lsuncle there then wentoff to auntiecarol'shouse.
Had our dinner there, home at about 11.
Seems like a long weekends, and again nextweek.:)
Wentto open letterbox, pack beancurd&youtiao then home.:)
Mondaynight was really damn peace, which is a good thing to me!!
Yesterday was still okay, didnt do much thing.
Really tired wakingup early everyday.
Today as usual, had breakfast and do some stuffs, then lunch, people come and service aircon, watch tvshow, outto bl to buy groceries.
And ya, I broke a glass justnow.:(:(

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

Joy

Waiting foryou.:)

Monday, April 25, 2011

Joy

Really dont like the feeling of cant do things.
Stay in the room and do nothing, livingroom also do nothing.
So hard to watch a tvshow, cause its always occupied.
And nothing you can do.
Feeling so f.
And thats why I didnt want to stay in the livingroom, cause I got nothing to do.
Use laptop in the room, people want to disturb. No peace.
And I use to watch show anytime I want, any channel.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Joy

I feeling like eating lots of things.
Bk's chicken tender, sushi, youtiao, Mc's hashbrown, fish&chips, noodles, wafflehotdogs, rotiprata.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Joy

And I am craving for Ahmei Cafe's rotiprata!!

Joy

Monday was feeling upset and down.
I really couldnt let go, especially seeing those stuffs.
And I ask myself, shouldnt I be living a happylife now?
Bored, bored.
Got to pay those bills SOON. And I doesnt have income now. Its really tiring.
Went shengsiong at night with dear to buy some stuffs.
Yesterday was going to grandparent'splace in the afternoon as I dontwant to stay home. Prevent myself from getting misunderstand. Really damn sickening. I dont like the feeling.
Others, I dont care. But you feel the same too, and that really hurt me.
Over at grandparent'splace was extremely relaxing. Watch show, do whatever I want.
At least I am much more happy.
Dear came over and it actually make me so happy, happy seeing him.
Dinner afterthat, tvshow, relax, mj, home.

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Joy

So I am the bully kind, your words this morning actually hurt me.
'I wanted to say, actually I mind. I mind all those things. And for now I dontwant to bring it up cause nothing will change, I know.
But it actually affected me alot alot. And because I cared, thats why. And yes, I dont like the feeling of like sharing you. And I am having this feeling, but you will never know.
It really hurt me so much that I always have to tell myself not to think, not to let it bother me. Its really so tired to droptears over things that no ones know, and I hope no one knows too. You, especially.
Love me back, the one thing I ask from you. I dont blame you cause I supposed you dontknow what kind of love I want.'

Very bad mood yesterday and today. The upset kind, not angry.
Totally upset over those issues.
And I still got to tell myself I have to smile.

Monday, April 18, 2011

Joy

Last Friday was really happy. Hahas.
Mydear finally agreed to bring me to prawn fishing!! So we went to juronghills at 10plus, but prawn fishing is like so bored over there. So after like 2hours, we decides to start the fishing.:):)
And ya, that was much more fun&exciting. Greatgreat. And of course I had a greattime over there, with mydear. We wentoff at emmm, 4plus in the morning.
Saturday wasnt going anywhere in the day, was going to bukitbatok ya, the car workshop and back.
Then we wentover to juronghills again. Meetup with some others over there too and, fishing!!
Wentoff at prettylate again. Like 3plus or 4plus. Had a goodtime but tiring!!
Wentover to grandparent'splace yesterday. Mj, dinner, mj. Hahas. Supposed to be going for supper but in the end, not going.:(:(
Hmmms, so, ya. Thats all.
Today is like, hmmms, another day's gone.
Just waiting foryou to comeback.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Joy

Very uncomfortable feeling.

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Joy

The feeling of wanting to scream!!
Wentfor breakfast last Wednesday.
Then went around, dontknow where.
Back home, hmmms, jp at night for collection of ring.
Staying at home doing some typing, ya.
Wentfor latenight movie on Fridaynight.
Watch HALLPASS. Great&nice show, haha. And we to fairprice to get some stuffs then back home.
Saturday was super tired. Went car wash with mylove, but I am not doing the washing, Lols.
Afterthat we back to washup and headdown to khatib, then 925 for dinner and khatib, meetup with the rest there. Initial plan was to go fishing but because of the weather, we didnt went.
Emmm, went to Kai's place, like again, haha. And all of us just stay there cause we got no place to go.
And we watch some watch-it-first show there, then at the same time, decides to go for movie.
We went for movie again, ya. Latenight again, watch Let the Bullets Fly.
Home after movie, tiredtired.
Sunday was so sian. Not doing anything, and was damn pissedoff. But ya.
Okay, grandparent'splace at night.
Dinner, mj.
Monday was going for appt, hmmms. Home afterthat, lunch and rest.
Super bored life, terrible feeling.
Tuesday was also doing nothing, sleep for like dontknow how many hours cause I got nothing to do, and I dont feel well.
Life now is like, wakeup, breakfast, sleep, lunch, slack/find things to do, dinner, wait for you to be back..ya.
Yesterday was also the same thing. But went shengsiong at night with love to get some fruits.
Today was doing nothing special, as usual, my daily routine.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Joy

You always don't remember cause you don't seems to care.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

Joy

Nothing much for me to post. Let me recall.
Hnmms, last Wednesday meetup with dad for dinner at beisheng.
Thursday was going over to jp. Meetup with parent and sis&ken for dinner at crystaljade. Then wentto fairprice and back home.:)
Last Friday was goingout at night with mydearest. Wentto farmart and meetup with the others and had late dinner, early supper.:)
Saturday was going over to Kai's place at night, wentout for dinner then stay at his house to watch show while dear wentdown to do the car thing. Hmmms left at super late.
Sunday was going to autobacs. Surprisingly. And ya, I never thought I will still go. Hmmms, went to btpanjang next, buy fruits.:):)
And wentover to grandparent'splace. Mj for awhile, dinner, slack, off.
Yesterday nothing much, just as per normal. Sleep at 3am lastnight and I gotup at 4am this morning. Really really tired. Had breakfast at about 7am. Then do some stuffs and take a nap at about 1pm, and f the sk guy. Call me to remind me for collection, and I am damn tired. Then dbs call regarding the card. Hmmms, lunch, dinner, tvshow.
Looking forward to seeyou.:)