Wednesday, September 30, 2009

lovesyou

Goodmorning!!
Cheerup.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

lovesyou

I am just easily forgotten by others.
I am feeling super tired&sleepy recently.
Cause, I donthave chance to have a proper sleep.
Never sleep well.
Monday I left grandparent’splace at 10.
Travel home.
Reached home at dontknow whattime, do the laundry. Hang, wash, everything. Arranging, packing of wardrobes. So tired. Clothes were all around my bed.
I only remember that’s all.
Monday I wentover to IMM!!
Went to SP, lunched at Sakaesushi first then went to IMM. Walk around, buy thing. Years since I last go there.
Shop at giant. Wentoff at 8plus, went to somewhere upperthomson to dine and home.
Bath and slack at home.
Talking to SY, we go so much things to say.
Went to bed at about 4am. Cause I cant sleep. Feeling pain, in pain.
Gotup at 6am.
Went to the washroom, started everything, again.
Vomiting, pain, terrible.
And I couldn’t sense people with me.
Was just feeling not right.
Take off.
Stay at home the wholeday. Resting, lyingdown.
Eating medicine, a cup of milo.
Thankyou, SY. She’s withme.
Just stay at home, not feeling like wanting to eat.
Noodlessoup for my lunch. Thankyou.
Talking with aunty, and the rest.
Diggingout all those thing. Funnything. Embarrasses
Medicine again and again.
Dinner at home and to walk around and buy thing, but, was totally not in the mood.
Wednesday I gotup at 7plus, as usual.
Bath, prepare, get things done and was about to wentout.
A cup of milo before headingout. Thankyou.
Didn’t went for lunch, cause I find myself having too much thing to do, and I am totally not in the going out mood.
Well, stay inside office during lunch time.
Work. Knockoff at 6pm, travel down to orchard.
Meetup with the sisters. Went to shop around, buy thing, relax at bakerzin.
Mooncake!! Blacksesame&rum,raisin.:):)
Trained back next. I alight first.
Meetup and went to dine at somewhere yishuncentral, home next.:):)
Sleep prettylate. Tired.
Thursday I was so tired.
As usual, gotup at 7plus, get things done and wentout.
Reached there on time.
Again, work, doing those same thing.
I cant remember where I lunched at thatday, but it should be mc.
And I remember going to shop&save to purchase sweet&newspaper.
Back to work next.
Home after work, bath and dinner.
Watching tvshow, talking.
Slack, and feeling hot. Sweating.
Wanted to have just a night to sleep well. Sleep early.
But, I always cant have, and its hard. Hard for me to plan mylife schedule. Cause, its always others doing the planning. And the only thing I can do is shutup, and listen.
Since I am out, so not minding going to sembawangpark, was damndamn feeling not so happy.
Lowestpoint in life, so far.
Chill and home.
Sleep at dontknow whattime.
Yesterday I was late.
Reached office at 9plus.:(:(
Was bored. Doing those same thing.
Went to tpycentral for lunch, wentover to buy snowskinmooncake first, and lunch at mc. So, I left my mooncake at the shop to look after.
The mooncake seems nice to me, buy two boxes, but not for myself.
Hope they will like it.:):)
Wentback afterthat.
Doing work.
Wentoff after work, sweets, chocolates and flower!!

Wentover to collect mooncake first, then travel down to friend’s grandma funeralwake.
Didn’t stay long, awhile and left.
Dinner at home.
Well, supposed to be catching movie on friday, but plans always don’t seems to be the way I have planned. Used to it, its normal. Cause, its not the first time.
How many times of chance should I give?
So, bathed and dine at home. Wentout at 9plus, 10pm.
Went to MOSburger, slack.
Reflecting.
Well, mc next, with aunty.
And home at about 1.30am.
Chill, chat a lot.
I supposed that means cultivate relationship.
Sleep. Dozeoff, I am tired.
Today I gotup at 8am. Alarm ranged.
Get things done and travel here&there.
No housekey, pathetic. Finding.
Managed to go into myhouse at 9.30am.
Washing, and off.
Cause I donthave the time to do so much thing as brother&grandma is waiting for me downstairs.
Breakfast with grandma, then buy fruits.:):)
And wait for brother. Went to godmum’splace first. And to aunty’soffice.
Slack there, usual.
Then went home together next. Was at my grandparent’splace now.
Bath, wash hamstercage, surf net and slack.
I am feeling sleepy, but forcing myself not to sleep, in order to sleep early tonight.
Alright, thatsall for now.

Sunday, September 20, 2009

lovesyou

Last Saturday I was at my grandparent’splace.
Wentoff at about 5.30pm.
Wentover to centurysquare&tampinesmall to walk around.
Dinner at pastamania.:):)


Shop around and off. Suppose to also be watching movie.
Cant remember much, seriously.
Oh, went to pasirrispark next.
Lovelove.
And rushed down to woodlands.
Meetup with the aunties and off.
Tired after one wholeday.
Greatsleep.
Laundry next morning, and lunch at yishun. Pack redbeansoup, laksa&popiah for family and wentover to grandparent’splace.
I was actually surfing the net at then, but just for 5minutes, brother&the inlaw comes. So, stopped. Chat with aunties, thatsall.
Sunday is always familyday to me, and its fun. Family gathering&bonding!!
Having dinner in, having fun with families.
Left at 8pm.
Wenthome first to place my stuffs, laundry and some packing, plus preparing.
Then wentout again.
Went for Li Xuan’s birthday celebration.
At her place.
Well, happybirthday.

Light dinner, refreshment over there.
Cakecutting, fun and off.
Well, not very goodsleep.:(
Monday gotup at 6plus.
Prepare and get things done then wentoff.
Reached office early.
Listing, exclusive. Typing.
Well, at least I got for myself a cup of hot milo.
Mondayblue. Bored.
Lunch at 1pm, wentout to mc for lunch.
And scheduling my schedule there. Alone, peace.
Went back after lunch.
Typing, everything is still alright. Everyone is good.
Knockingoff at 6pm.
Went to typcentral. Changed the dress I bought lastweek.
Went to buy stuffs and took train down to novena.
Wentover to revenuehouse for dinner.
Dine at Nihon Mura!!

Satisfied, contented.
Went to mr next. Play water!! Childish-act.
But, fun.:):)
Wenthome early, do my stuffs.
Tuesday was so sick. Sickening. Didn’t sleepwell. Headaches.
Reached office at 9.05amm.
Same thing, not much.
Lunch at 1pm, wentover to the kopitiam foodcourt alone.
Sick of eating at the sameoldcoffeeshop everyday.
Knockingoff at 6pm again.
Walked to train station with LS.
Trained back. Tired, legaches.
Laundry, pack thing and wentoff. Out for dinner. Dine at chongpang hawker.
Meetup with the parent over there, by coincidence.
And wentoff after dinner.
Homesweethome.
Bath, cleanup and rest.
Talking.
Wednesday late.
Eat one swissroll, and to work.
Keying data, callingout, answering phonecall.
Printing, sorting.
Lunch at 1pm, with colleagues at the old coffeeshop.
Went to provision shop, buy newpaper, chocolates&sweets.
Then some of us take Enard’s boy car back to office.
Reached office and its so bored like hell.
So humid outside. But, at least office is still alright.
Typing, typing.
Generate the letter out and print at 5.30pm.
Sort.
Meetup with SB at office and wentoff to tpycentral. But, not pleasant.
Went to KOIcafe again to buy the tea!!
And wentoff.
Cause, I just get tired of all those stupid shit, nonsense.
Excuse, changing of things. And I simply hate it just so so much.
1000times I failed, for the thousands chance I gave.
Wednesday wasn’t a greatday.
Cause, unpleasant event, crying, hurt, pain, sorrow.
I dontwant to say.
Everything should be alright, its okay.
Why say it out, keep it inside, no harm. Don’t find the point of saying out. No different.
Bath at prettylate, like 9plus. And dinner next.
Thursday was happyday.
Though I am a llittlelate. But, lunch outside with SH. At tpy hawkercentre.
Noodles again forme.:)
And back to office.
Doing those work stuffs.
Wenthome afterwork. Bath&dinner.
SP next, with LE&LJ.
Fairprice to buy stuffs&bangawansolo to buy cakes.
KFC next to chill plusu eat and lastly, home.
Talking, craps. Sleep.
Friday work was still alright. Lunch at 1pm with SB. Wentover to tpycentral. Lunched at KFC and buy KOIcafe tea!!
Back to office after eating. And its having heavyrain.
Feeling cold.
Staying at office is always doing the samething. But, its fun.
And, one of the agent, ordered pizzahut for the admindept.
I didn’t eat cause I was so full.
Wentoff at about 6.20pm cause I was waiting for one of the agent.
Waited.
Meetup with family next. Mummy, auntyjolin&uncles, sister and cousin.
And wentover to somewhere lowerdeltard to pick 2ndaunty.
And it jam all the way.
Heavyjam.
We went to Rafflesmarinacc for dinner.
The rest reached first, we’re the lastest.
And went to play bowl.:):)
Dinner was frustrated. Not much choice, nothing to eat.
Didn’t order.
Went to the hilltop next, enjoying the scenery. And off. Take auntyjolin’scar to jurongpoint. And off.:):)
Recahed home at 11pm.
Slack and falls asleep.
Wakeup in the middle of the night and went to bed.
Yesterday gotup at 10plus.
Slack about, bath and everything then went to bukitbatok to see doctor.
Goodnews?badnews? Both, I supposed.
Grandparent’splace next.
And I sleep all the way till around 8pm.
Washup, everything, get things done and wentoff.
Home and dinner at mc.
Wentover to buy chilicrab for family.
Drinking, talking.
Sleep in the morning.
Tired, but I cant do anything other than keeping my mouth shut.
Gotup at 9.30am. Noisy.
I am having mysleep.
Prepare everything and went for lunch at chongpang. Humid humid.
Dame bored, cause I should have spent my time wisely. Spent it on the right thing.
Grandparent’splace next.
Chillicrab, currychicken.
Herbalchickensoup.:):)
Birdnest next, cause I’m craving for it.
Going home soon!!:):)
Holiday tomorrow, great. Family gathering.

Saturday, September 12, 2009

lovesyou

Yeah!!
My sunflower driedup.:):)
This whole week I was really busybusy.
Don’t even have enough time for myself.
So last Thursday I went home at quite late.
Seriously cant remember much.
Friday. Oh. Friday I went over to plazasingapura.
Dinner with anuties, sis&cousin.:):)
Great. Dine at Nihonmura, again. LOLs.
After dinner uncle comes and pick them while I go off.
Saturday I only remember staying at home, in the morning. Wentout at about 10.30am. Meetup with grandma, brother&cousin. Went for breakfast at chongpang and to aunty’soffice.
Went to grandparent’splace afterthat. Slack. Sleep, and have a great sleep. Gotup at 9.30pm.
Lpr next and home.:):)
Breakfast on Sunday, at chongpang, with the ‘family’!!
And mahjong next, tiring.
And shit, that’s a bad thing. :(:(
And I really have not been playing for superlong.
Cant remember much, resting. Play, eat.
Late dinner at admiralcc.
Monday I gotup at 6.15am.
Get things done and setoff for work.
Everything new. But its still the same.
Work, listing, filling, printing, communicating.
Lunch at 1pm, with admindept&hrdept colleagues.
Wentback after that. Everything’s still the same.
Work end at 6pm, went home for dinner, and sleep.
Tuesday, nothing special. Meeting Edwin. Home afterthat, washing of clothing and stuffs.
Wednesday work, gotup at 6plus, do thing and wentoff.
Working, doing the same thing.
Listingform, and those documents.
Lunch at 1pm, with colleagues.
Work again after lunch. Didn’t go home early this fewdays.
Tiring, but, I still managed to sleep well and not get disturb.
Thursday went to work, and halfway to the train station, I realized I didn’t bring wallet. Oh man, the clumsy me. I seriously got no choice cause I’ve got no cash with me at all. But, I found out that, I have my atmcard with me. Went to draw money and buy ezlinkcard. And, there goes my $15.:(:(
Went for lunch at 1pm, again.
Office was super cold.
But weather is super humid.
Lunch with SH at MOSburger.
Greatlunch. But rushing, cause I only got one hour break. Well, still make it on time, anyway.
Home for dinner afterthat. Train was damn pack and I’m tired.
Bath, dinner, slack. Talking and sleep.:):)
Friday, same thing. Gotup, bath, prepare and wentout.
Work over there was fun.:):)
Hmmms. Lunch at 1pm again, with those same people, same place. Minimart next!!
Endwork, wentover to tpycentral, KOIcafé. Buy tea!!
Walk around, buy thing and went for dinner at some nearby hawker.
Dinner!! Super hungry, and off.
Sleep prettyearly almost everynight. And I spend 40bucks yesterday at dontknow where.
Today I gotup at about 6.30am.
Having headaches and backaches.
Get things done and wentoff to work.
Reached there just in time.:):)
I’ve problem taking bus to work every morning, not because its packed. Cause I dontknow what bus to take. Only remember some, hence, I got to wait for sometimes.
Today I sort all the thing, filling, printing, keying in listingform, arranging and everything. And I seriously got nothing to do afterthat. Cause, everything is done.
Halfway through, I was having gastricpain, sudden.
Well, after work, I come straight here. I am at grandparent’splace now.
Just finish bathing.
I’m tired.
Finally, I got to rest. Coming here again tomorrow.:):)
Familyday.:):)

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

lovesyou

I will update soon, cause I dont really have time.:(:(
Will try to update if possible.
Well, I dont really have time for posting. Meanwhile, I am trying to recall what've happened for the past few days.
Learning to be strong in love-relationship.
No more lies, anymore. No longer the hurt/pain.
Blessedgirl.:):) Feeling really happy.
Today's date is beautiful.

Thursday, September 03, 2009

lovesyou

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YANGBOON!!


Friday went home from grandparent’splace at 11.30pm.
Boring.
Saturday remember travelling down to grandparent’splace and realized that, no one was home.
No reply/respond from my mum, so I travel all the way home.
And my stuffs is so heavy.
Went back home to rest. Prepare.
Wentout at 6plus, wentover to SSC.
Meetup with boyf&friends.
And dine at Astons.

Dinner cum celebration.:):)
By TG;

Thankyou all.
After dinner, celebration, we wentoff.
Went to changiv.
And I left earlier, with SH.
Tired.
Sunday wentover to grandparent’splace at evening time.
Stayover and go off at 12plus.:):)
Was talking to sister.
Monday, I gotup at about 7am.
Supposed to be going over to CE but endedup, didn’t went.
Meetup with the danchor people at plazasingapura at about 1pm. Meetup with some at the arcade, then waited for the others. Went to buy movie tickets.
‘Where got ghost?’
Next we went to the Manhattan fishmarket to lunch. Great lunch, great day.:)



Thankyou alot.:):)
Meetup with more next.
After lunching, we went to buy snacks&drinks.
And all went to the toilet and rushedup to the theatre. Cause, the show is starting!! Well, the show was really hilarious though I never thought of wanting to watch. Really funny.
Show ended at going 7pm.
We decides to go play tpool. But before going over, they went to the arcade again to play. Then some wentoff first. Leaving the rest of us, going over to play tpool. Funfun. Meetup with Edwin next, went to somewhere hougang to dine . Home afterthat.
Well, birthdaycelebration is so happy.
I know I am blessed.
Cb. Bridge. Love.
Okay, let me recall. Haven’t been posting for sometimes.
Tuesday I wentover to grandparent’splace and no one was home, except brother.
Everyones wentout for dinner.
So, I just prepare myself over there. Meetup with Edwin at about 7.45pm and we wentover to changiairport. Went to send Benjamin off.
Wentoff afterthat, at about 9.20pm.
Bored cum tired.
Happy, happy&happy!!
Its too old to celebrate. Blessedgirl, indeed.
Yesterday I gotup at about 5.45am.
Wentback to bed, gotup at about 8am.
Slack, prepare and get things done.
Trained down to kallang and meetup with Leon.
And we’re like, just on time. And wentover to wait for the shuttlebus to KLP. We managed to not wait very long cause, just nice the bus comes.
Greatgreat.
Smoothday, and it continues.
Reached KLP at 11.35 or 40am.
Plan was to lunch at nihonmura, but it operates at 12noon. So, we went to walk about. Shop around though there’s nothing to shop.
Wentup for lunch at 12!!

Greatgreat. Full enough.
Leon’s treat. Thankyou.:)
Billed and we wentoff at 1.45pm.
Rushed down for the shuttlebus cause the bus timing is 1.50pm. managed to catch the bus and we went to MRT station.
I wentoff to tpy, buy stuffs, job and things.
Wentover to grandparent’splace next.
Another surprise.
Thankyou.
My aunty buy cake for me!!
Oh, so unexpected.
So, I was talking to my grandmum, soon, they cameover.
And we got the cakecutting at 6plus.



Lots of thanks.
Dinner next, full. Eat a little.
Meetup with boyf next and home.
Today I wentfor breakfast in the morning at somewhere shortst. Went to walk around afterthat. And to grandparent’splace.
I was damn damn tired.
Reached there, grandmum&sis told me thing. And I was damn shocked. Switched-on the computer, wanting to use but, too much talking&listening for me. LOLs.
Sister wentoff soon after I come, and left me with the packing& doing thing&finding thing.
Wentout soon after auntyjolin comes.
Went to maidagency. Lots to say.
Back to grandparent’splace next.
Talking to cousin&aunty, eat. Went to bed at about 7pm, cause I was really knockout. Gotup at about 8.15pm. Cant sleep well.
Washup and everything and slack.
Post soon. Busy recently.
Surprise celebrations, parties, presents/gifts, cards, cakes and all!!
Thankyou.:)