Tuesday, April 28, 2009

lovesyou

Last Saturday I left my grandparent’s place at 1am.
Took a cab back and saw an accident, involving a Mitsubishi car and kia.
Reached home get things done and went to bed.
Sunday I gotup at 10plus.
Get things done and I went over to somewhere amk for facial. Went to grandparent’s place afterthat.
Just slack there, had dinner, talk.
Wentoff at about 10.30pm.
Reached, do thing and lie at mybed, thinking of thing.
I seriously got lots of questionmark in my mind.
Didn’t really sleep.
Didn’t go to school yesterday.
Nothing much.
Then at afternoon, I prepared myself and thought of goingout, just to walk about and to really relax.
But, something corpup. Mum call and I took a cab to fetch them and to the hospital.
So we were there for hours, brother came afterthat.
Then I wentoff with brother to grandparent’s place to pack food and had our dinner.
Wentout again at like 7pm.
Went to hospital for visiting.
Then I go off at 8.30pm. Brother send me home, thankyou.:):)
Reached home, bathed, and do my thing.
I just missyou so much.

Went to bed at about 12am.
Today I gotup at 5.30am.
I stayed awake this morning when I gotup, just sit on my bed, thinking of things and hugging him.:):)
And next, I decide to getoff mybed and went to get things done.
And today, I wentout at super early!!
Reached clementi station at 7.30am. Due to the heavy traffic cum its raining. Happened to meet Kat and some other outside school, so we went in together. Reached school at like 8am, just nice.
Again doing the typing, and off for break.
Eat a little and we went to have alook at the laptop and to coop then back to class.
Mdmsaadiah lesson.
Man, its kinda boring. I don’t understand why we are learning those things and I find it no link. But, we still got to study and attend tutorial.
I seriously don’t understand today’s chapter. I guess I will just go home and flip the book and study on own.
Finally, lesson ended. Mralan came in and asked us to go down to collect uniform. The queue doesn’t seems to be moving. Waited for quite long.
And endedup, I only collect oneblouse. LOL.
Then we went back to class to gather and talk, and to the lab for typing lesson. Was really bored, nothing to do. Just typing.
Went home afterthat.
Wentoff with KT and her guy.
We went over to compasspoint and I went to coldstorage as I needed to buy thing then wentoff to grandparent’s place.
Reached here at about 2.30pm and nobody was home.
So I was alone here now.

I just hope that everything is alright now, takecare of yourselves.
Dont be sad, I am withyou. I am waiting foryou to comeback.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

lovesyou

I am craving for cake!!
Before I start, I want to say something.
I witnessed a number of beggar, begging money these few days. I really pity them.
Thursday I was at my grandparent’s place all the while.
Wentout at 4pm. Went to fetch cousin from tuition and back to grandparent’s place. Slacked down there, talk and do thing.
More and more people come afterthat and we had our dinner over there too.:):)
Wentoff at about 8.30pm, with sis, aunty and cousin. Took a cab and drop them first and I went home.
Reached home, watch tvshow, pack my thing, talk on the phone with boyfriend and went to bed.
Friday I gotup at about 6am.
Do my thing, washup everything and I wentout. Went over to school and happened to see Amanda at the busstop!! Wentdown to school together, took the same bus.
I reached class just on time.:):)Thanksgod.
Then we had Mralan lesson, lifeskills. Was just going through the book thing, talk.
Then went down for a 30minutes break.
Ordered something to eat. And back to class for Mrelvin’ lesson.
Was just talking as we are having communication lesson. Communicate and communicate.
Wentoff at 12noon.
Took a bus down to bukitpanjang and transferred bus home.
Reached home at 1pm, which is so so so early.
Went to bath and do things and I wentout. Went down to northpoint with mummy.
Lunched at kfc and we went to walk about and buy thing then she went to take bus home while I went over to take train to amk and took a cab to edwin’splace.
Was talking to his’ mum, so much thing to talk about.
Then had ‘family’ dinner.:):)
Slack down there, talk and watch tvshow and wentoff at about 7.45pm.
Took a bus down to amkhub.
Went there to shop about and buy thing and take a bus home.
Reached home at about 10.20pm.
Went to washup and talk to my mum and soon, sis come back. We were all just talking and I went to pack my thing and on the phone with myboy then to bed.:):)
This morning, I gotup at 8am.
That was so early and I dontknow what is it that I can do, so I decide to return to bed.
Then I gotup at about 10am as my alarm ranged. So I just slack down there and went to washup afterthat and do things. Went for lunch with mummy at house downstairs.
I ordered the breakfast set then sis joined us and we wentoff. Took a cab down to grandparent’splace.
Was doing nothing, just looking at photos and listening to songs.
Had vermicelli for dinner justnow.
Was just listening to songs all the while, thinking of stuffs, talking to family.:):)
Nothing feels right when you’re not around. I’m missingyou.

lovesyou

45 things a girlfriend wants but wont ask for.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends, it makes her feel loved.
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to the car- it makes her feel protected,plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of girls you know!!
26. Don't lie to her.
27. Don't cheat on her.
28. Take her anywhere she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a goodday at work {or school}, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you,and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. Put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.
36. When people disturb her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible. MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweetdreams/goodnight.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much u love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.

Thursday, April 23, 2009

lovesyou

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ZHENGKANG!!

Bored bored bored and just bored.
Tuesday I left my grandparent’s place at 7plus, went over to serangoon station to pick
Aunty and sister, then went to ‘house of seafood(crab)’, yiochuakang rd to meetup with the rest and dine there.
Aunty Jolin’s birthday.:):)
Had a great time there.
Was really full, eat lots of thing.
And the total bill costs us threehundreds over, about fourhundred!!
Worth it, I supposed.
After dinner we went over to grandparent’s place, slack and go off.
Brother fetch sis and me home.:):)
Reached home, get things done, washup and everything and talk on the phone with mydearest.
Hanged up the phone at about 12.
Went to bed afterthat.
Yesterday I gotup at 6plus!!
Get things done and I rushed out. Reached school just nice.:):)

Btw, I happened to see Terence brother while waiting for train.
Have Mdm Saadiah lesson, nothing much. Hearing her story.
Let me try to recall yesterday thing. I got poor memory nowadays.
Hmmms.
After Mdm Saadiah lesson, we went for Mralan class, at the lab. Doing typing, again.
And after I finish typing, I went to surf the net as I really got nothing to do over there. Surfing the net, checking at mail, reading other’s blog.
Wentoff after class ended. Went to the canteen for lunch.
Oh, I didn’t bring any cash with me yesterday. That’s so pathetic.
Oh, wait!! I borrow money from KT. Thanks a lot.:):)
So, we had our lunch and went to the washroom to changed and went to the dontknow what court to slack while waiting for our SW lesson to start. We just slack down there and talk as its like 45minutes to our SW lesson.
So the crazy us, started playing with those height&weight thing.
Taking our height&weight.
Soon more of the classmates come and so the teacher. Then we just take height&weight.
Satisfied with my height&weight, but I believe there can be improvement, LOL.
Went to MPH next to play. Just play whatever you want over there.
So I played volleyball and badminton as there’s nothing else, I supposed.
Then, timesup.
Everything stopped.
Gather and back to lesson. Have Mralan lesson again, same lesson. Typing and typing. And surfing net. And we go off at about 4.30 yesterday though we are suppose to be going home at 5pm. Wentoff together with the rest and took the bus to bukitpanjang and transferred bus to chongpang. Went over there to walk about, buy some toiletries. After that, went to take a bus home.
Reached home at 6plus.
Really tired, doing nothing.
Went to bath as I am sweating over, cooling feeling.:):)
Then went to pack my bag, as usual. Plan my schedule and lie at bed, doing nothing.
Just slack down there, that’s all.
Talked on the phone with him at for about 30minutes and we hangedup. Was msging one another and fall asleep.
This morning, I gotup at 5.30am as my alarm raged.
Slack back as I am really tired.
Then gotup at 6plus.
Out with mum and to school. Reached school at 7.58am.
Thanksgod, I wasn’t late.:):)
Chat in class and waited for lesson to start.
Wasn’t much teaching, was more on listening to Mdm Saadiah’s story and reallife story.
Went for a 15minutes break at about 8.50am.
Wentdown to get some light stuff to eat and back to class.
Happened to see Christina down there, had a chat with her, for awhile and I wentoff. Back to class.
Continued the lesson and Mdmsaadiah wentoff at 11am.
Mralan come in afterthat.
Today’s timetable was all messedup. And something good is that, today school is supposed to be ending at 4pm but school ended at 12noon instead.:):)
Walked to the train station and took the train down to kovan, then transferred to bus to my grandparent’s place.
Myboy called me justnow when I am on my way back. Talked for about 20minutes.:):)
Thankyou for accompany.:):)
Reached here at about 1.15pm.
Talked to myboy again for about 40minutes and he went to work while I went to bath and surf the net, now surfing the net, looking at stuffs and planning my schedule.
I’m missingyou.:):)

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

lovesyou

Saturday I go off at about 10pm.
Went back home.
Reached home at about 11.30pm.
Was feeling a little tired.
As usual, on the phone for awhile and sleep.
Sunday I gotup at about 11am.
Washup slack at home and watch tvshow then went out.
Took a bus down to the community and collect the cheque. Just so coincidence to see JH over there. After the talking and taking of cheque, we went off.
Took a bus back, slack at home and watch tvshow. That’s all.
I am just so bored.
Boyfriend calls me at prettylate.
Talk for awhile and we went to bed.
Yesterday I gotup at about 6am.
Get things done and wentoff.
Reached school at 8.05am.
Latelate. Been late for school for this twodays.
Quickly greet the lecturer and sit down.
Wasn’t really studying or going through lesson.
Was just talking and talking. Cause, its about communication.
After the lesson, we wentoff. Went for LFS.
Was at the lab, doing some question, online. Then we had a two hours break. Stayed in school, change size for the uniform, going here and there and finally, we settle down for lunch at canteen.
Ordered something to fill my stomach and just sit down there and chill.
Wentup to class afterthat, slack nextdoor, LOL.
Was so bored, bored and bored.
I am not sleepy, I just wanna go home.
So, we just chat down there.
Went back to class for CARE.
Nothing much, was just talking.
Afterthat, went to the hospitalitytrainingroom for photo taking and finally home.:):)
Took a bus down to bukitpanjang and transferred another bus to chongpang, to buy contactlens and solution then home.
Was really tired after a wholeday out.
Then I falls asleep.
Gotup at about 7pm.
Lie at mybed. Then just went to washup and all this, pack my bag, talk on the phone and bed.:):)
Didn’t sleep well.
Was having pain and itchiness all over my leg.
And that makes me gotup at 3am.
Was really irritating but I got no choice, applied cream but it seems no help.
Went to bed afterthat and this morning, I gotup at 6am. Went back to bed as I am really tired and I gotup at 6.20am. Quickly get things done and rushedoff to school. Reached school at about 8.05am.
Having OFA lesson and was doing typing. Afterthat I surf the net, wentoff after lesson ended. KT and me went over to some coffeeshop at somewhere clement. Decide to have our early breakfast and late lunch there.
Ordered cheechongfan, shrimpdumpling, carrotcake and springroll.
Meetup with the rest afterthat and we went back school.
Tired after the long walk.
Had LFS, going through the book and next, OFA.
OFA is going over to the lab, doing typing.
After doing the assignment, I went to surf the net as Mralan allowed and I got nothing to do over there. Wentoff at about 1pm, lesson ended.
Waited for Shirline to eat and we wentoff.
Took at bus to clement station and went over to my grandparent’s place. Reached here at 3plus. Get things done and talk on the phone with him. Now, surfing the net and posting this.

I was actually thinking of something justnow, and I guess I should just let it be like how he has planned.:):)
I missyou badly, my dearboy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AUNTYJOLIN!!

Monday, April 20, 2009

lovesyou

I am in school rightnow. No lesson.
Guess I am having mondays'blue.
I miss myboyfriend.
Countingdown.

Saturday, April 18, 2009

lovesyou

So yesterday I left my grandparent’s place at about 7pm.
Went over to changivillage with my grandparent and uncle.
Had my light dinner there and we went off.
They go off while I wait for HR to come and pick me.
After HR come, we went over to the eastcoast lagoon. Suppose to be having dinner there but the carpark was full so we change location to carl’s jr.
Meetup with the rest over there and we dine there.
After dinner, we wentoff.
Went over to somewhere pasirris to pick Leon and we went to somewhere chnagivillage to accompany Leon for dinner.
Then HR fetch BH, ZH and me to the airport.
Dropped BH as he is working and next, send me home.
I reached home at about 1am.
Washup and didn’t sleep.
Do all I can just to stay awake.
Was really tired but, I just tried my best to not sleep.
Take it as a punishment for myself.
Was actually halfsleep, halfawake.
Mydear called me at about 8am!!
Talked for about 20minutes and we hangedup.
I went back to bed as I am really tired.
Gotup at about 11am.
Lie down at mybed, thinking ofyou.
Went to washup and get things done afterthat.
Then I went over to my grandparent’s place. Slack down there.
Surf the net, watch tvshow, talk to them.

Just had my dinner not long ago. I am going home soon.
You should be here withme, today.

lovesyou

To all the guys,
When a GIRL is quiet, millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing, she is thinking deeply.
When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around.
When a GIRL answers 'I'm fine' after a few seconds, she is not at all fine.
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying.
When a GIRL lays on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered.
When a GIRL says 'I love you', she means it.
When a GIRL says 'I miss you', no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Friday, April 17, 2009

lovesyou

Yesterday left my grandparent’s place at about 8pm.
Brother send me home.:):)
Reached home at 8plus.
Washup and pack my thing.
Watch some tvshow. Talked to mum and sis then boy call me at about 11.40pm.
Talked on the phone with him and we went to bed. Hangedup at about 12mn.
Went to lie down at my bed and sleep.
Gotup at 6plus this morning, didn’t go to school.
Texted mralan, KT and Kat.
Sorry to have abandoned you all once again.
Lie at mybed, couldn’t sleep till 7plus. Returned to bed and gotup at about 10.30am.
Get things done and went out to skpolyclinic. Went back for consultation and ya…
After everything, wentoff. Go over to compasspoint, went to shop around for about onehour. Then took a bus back to my grandparent’s place. And I am here now.
Was surfing the net, finding something and chatting in MSN.
Going for dinner later.

You will be coming back in less than 3weeks time!!:):)

I'm countingdown.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

lovesyou

Monday after going to chongpang lab I went home. Reached home at about 8.30pm.
Then all those thoughts start to come again.
I missyou!!
Was really wornout.
All those thoughts cameout to my mind, hurt.
Tried to think positive but I couldn’t.
Lie at my bed and I falls asleep, hugging *him, holding the card.:):)
Wasn’t really sleeping, was halfsleep halfawake. Waiting for myboy to call.
Cant stand it anymore. Someone help me.
He called me at 9plus, I remember and we are talking.
Boy, thankyou for listening.
Talked for just 10minutes, goodbye.
Then we were chatting in sms.
Went to bed at about 2plus.
Tuesday I gotup at about 6am as my alarm ranged.
So I gotup, bath and get things done then leave myhouse at about 7am. Took a bus down to the train station and travel to clementi station.
Went to the sam/axs machine there to pay my bills.
But, I got problem doing that as my card got error. I tried a few times before it can be use.
After making payment, I went to take a bus down to school.
Reached school at about 8.45am.
Repoting time is 9am, meaning, I am early. Great.
Wentup to class, relax inside and waiting for the rest to come.
Were just playing some kind of stupid games; mostly are memorizing others’s names. Everything stopped at about 11am.
I went down to the generaloffice for the phototaking with KT, Shirline and Kat.
Went for the phototaking and we go off for lunch.
Lunch at the canteen, again.
That’s terrible, I cant imagine I will be spending my times there. The canteen is really cannot makeit the food also cannot makeit.
Had rice thatday, remember we were all ordering from the mixedrice stall.
I guess I seriously had to go amber for lunch, LOL.
So after our lunch, we wentup to class and chat rather than sitting at the canteen.
Wentup to class, at least there’s aircon. Thanksgod.
Chitchat inside the class, also with some other classmates.
Then was doing the designing of tshirt, classcheer and dance.
Not too bad.
Then we went for motivationaltalk at 3pm.
Went to the lecture theatre and its so smelly and dusty inside. Oh man.
I know I shouldnt compare but that’s really terrible.
After the talk we wentup to class to gather and do the dance thing.
Practicing the dance till 8pm, and we are not done with it.
I wentoff cause its really late already.
Reached home at about 9.30pm.
I hate the feeling of going home late after school, especially alone.
I really miss myboy’ company.
If I would to meet him, I wouldn’t have stay for the dance and make myself so tired.
Was just feeling tired but not sleepy.
Went to washup and doing nothing, hugging *him.
Just waiting for myboy to call.
Remembered he called at 11pm. Talked to him on the phone for about 20minutes and we hangedup.
Thankyou for not letting me feel I am alone.
I couldn’t sense you but I know you’re with me.
Wednesday I gotup at about 6.30am.
Quickly rushed to get things done and took a bus down to somewhere bukitpanjang to meetup with Shirline, then we went to buy shoes as she wanted and headed down to school.
Was late for school on my secondday, but I supposed its alright.
Went to somewhere to meetup with my class as they are playing outdoors games. Then it started to going to rain, so we went to MPH and gather.
Having fun over there, watching lame thing. People singing, dancing and doing the lame thing.
Afterthat we proceed back to our class to practice our dance and cheer.
That was really fun!!
We skipped our lunch just for that, I suppose that was a great sacrifice, hahas.
But most of us got ourselves some light thing to eat.
Practice and practice.
Changed, and gather at MPH.
Looking at others’ performance and our turn.
We did a greatjob!! We got into top 3!!
Welldone HB.:):)

After the prize giving we went back to our class to gather and our CA talk to us.
And lastly, home.
Something that I am looking forward to. I just miss home.
Took a bus with Shirline to somewhere her house and I transferred another bus home. Reached home at pretty early, I guess. Reached home at 5plus.
Take a bath and I fall asleep. Sleeping soundly.
Gotup at about 9pm.
Stayed in my room and pack my stuffs, then talked with myboy at 11 for about 20minutes, then he called back and we talked for about 30minutes. The longest time we talk ever since he called back.:):)
We hangedup the phone at about 12mn.
Decide to go sleep.:):)
I went to bed.
This morning, I gotup at about 6.30am.
Alarm ranged, gotup, washup, bath and get things done then I wentout.
Took a bus down to train station and took the train.
Supposed to be going to school but some thing happened.
Its just the 4th day of school and I encounter this.

Its the 4th day of school and I didnt went. It make it feel so bad.
I didn’t really know what happened but when I was kinda awake, I am at jurong station. Bring to the inside, the office area.
Rest over there.
They provide good service to me, thumbups.
Will remember you all, not to worry.:):)
Thankyou.
Oh, so my brother came over to fetch me off.
Went to consult a doctor and he advised me to see a polyclinic’s doctor.
Went to uncle’s workplace then to fetch cousin together with aunty and uncle. Then to some polyclinic to see a doctor.
Checked.
Had two blood test, and ecg.
Drawed two tubes of blood. That seems a lot.
Then wait for the report.
Went back to doctor then got a referral letter to some specialist.
Wentoff after that, uncle came and fetch us.
Back to grandparent’s place and I am now here posting this.
Just feeling down.
Thanks KT, Kat, my lecturer and my SH for being concern and caring!!
I truly appreciate. Thankyou, really.
Just got my dinner not long.
Now surfing the net.
Going home soon. Brother will be fetching me back home.:):) Thankyou.


I really dontknow what to do. At that point of time, I just think of you and I needyou.
Everytime when we're on the phone, I just hope I am able to talk to you, looking at you, hugging you and holding your hand.
Miracle do happens?

Monday, April 13, 2009

lovesyou

If you love someone you would be willing to give up everything for them, but if they loved you back theyd never ask you to.

lovesyou

I really wanna go shopping someday, real soon.
Thursday I left the lab at 1.15pm cause myboy had reached.
Meetup with him and we go off.
Let me recall a little.
Hmmms.
We went to clementiite to hand in the form then we went to somewhere there for lunch.
After lunch, went to amkautopoint.
Change engine oil and do thing.
Back to his house after that.
Friday I remember going home at noon time, washup and pack my thing then we went off to tampines, courts. Before setting off, I realized I didn’t bring my phone, so I was trying to find but I couldn’t, so forget about that.
We went off to courts.
After courts, back to myhouse as I wanted to find my phone!!
:):)
Okay, phone was found.
Washup and we go off to ohk café, kv.

Had our dinner there as I want.
We ordered bakedrice, macaroni, shrimpdumpling, cheechongfan.
Dinner was great.
The parking there is good; can be claim. But, just two bucks.
After dinner, we went over to eastcoastpark to walk about, to digest.
We walked for quite some distance.
Saw newzealand natural, decide to grab a bite.
Buy the junior sundae.
Then we went over to see thing and went off.
Went to pumppetrol, topup cashcard and transfer money then went home.
Reached home, bath and changed.
We were not tired at all, I supposed.
We went for supper at 2plus, at his house there, mc.
After supper, went back to his house.
We were listening to songs and talking.
We went to bed at only morning, 7am.
Had a good rest.
Btw, we are suppose to gotup at 8.45am.
Sleep at all way till about 12noon.
He’s still sleeping!!
I gotup, bath and get things done, then wait for him.
Afterthat, we went to somewhere bukittimah to see dvd player
Then we went back to my house, as I wanted to take some stuffs and do thing.
After that, we went over to amkhub to see camera, followed by withdrawl money, then went to change currency, then to axsmachine to pay phone and creditcard’s bills.
After doing all this, we went to the courts to take alook and rushed to marinasquare.
Wanted to go there and dine at pariss but, endedup didn’t.
Went to walk about and decide to dine at changingappetite.
Well, I would say that wasn’t great.
I didn’t have a nice time enjoying my meal.
After eating, we went off. Didn’t really have time to shop.
Rushed back to his house, cause he haven’t pack his stuffs.
He’s always like that, last minutes.
Stay at his house and we both fall asleep, guess we are too tired.
Gotup at 9pm, washup and do thing and we went off to CAT1, with his parent.
Once again goodbye, myboy.
Reached there at 10pm.
Went to the foodmall to grab something to eat, I wound say the thing there is really expensive.
After eating and chatting, we went down to the departure mall as he needs to gather there already.:(:(
I went off at 11.15pm, with his parent.
Reached home at 11.30pm.
Tiring, but don’t feel like sleeping.
I missyou badly.
Went to washup and everything then had a chat with my mum and sis.
Couldn’t get to sleep, dontknow why. So I start to plan my schedule from april to june.
Went to bed at about 4am, with the lights on.
And I didn’t really sleep. Was half sleep, half awake.
I tried my best to don’t sleep, just want to stay awake till morning.
So at 6.45am, I got a call from myboy.
He just reach Taiwan.:):)
I went to bed at that time and gotup at 1plus.
Was supposed to be catchingup with the rest but I didn’t want to watch movie as there isn’t any nice show nowadays, so I joined them later on.
I went to get things done then I wentout.
Took a train down to somerset station and walk over to cineleisure.
They are still watching movie, so I went to walk about and see thing.
Meetup with them later on.
Went outside as some wants to smoke and settle problem.
Well, so we are outside cineleisure; talking and bringing everything up and say.
Whatever. Everything.
Conclusion? Makingstory?
I was just disappointed. Nothing.
Then the rest went for lunch while YR and me had a chat outside. She went to work afterthat and I went to shop myself.
‘didn’t want to meetup with the rest given the situation.’
Breakdown. It really hurts. Fiveyears.
My firststop of shopping is LV. Went in as my mum ask me to buy something, went in and have alook and go off.
Then the salesman tells me something about the bag thing. Thankyou.:):)
Went to lots of shop.
Remember going to mango to take a look at the bag, going to guess as I wanted to buy perfume but they didn’t have stocks, going in to mphosis as I wants to buy the clear bag but the stocks is not there yet. Going to more shop, couldn’t remember.
Was just spending my time at takashimaya, enjoying and relaxing.
It’s a long time since I shop.
After takashimaya, I headed to fareastplaza.
Went over there to buy stuffs.
Bought two dresses and some stuff. Shop around, went in to céleste. Saw a few dresses that look really nice. Bring in to the fitting room to try and I realized, the camera is slightly on top of the fitting room.
That’s so dangerous.
And I decided not to try and not to buy from them.
Ladies out there, be careful.
After one wholeday of walking about, my leg is really aching.
I wentoff at about 9.45pm.
Get myself some cooling drink and a bread and I go off.
Took a bus home, as usual, the bus is so cramp and stuffy.
Reached home at about 10.30pm.
Washup and changed.
Myboy called me at about 11pm. Talked of 20minutes and goodbye.:(:(
Talk to mum and sis.
I dontknow where I spend but for yesterday, I spend about 50bucks at dontknow where.
Okay, I was supposed to buy 4items yesterday but I didn’t buy instead I buy other thing, hahas.
Went to bed at about 1am but I couldn’t sleep. Was at there thinking of lots of thing.
So again, I plan my schedule.:):)
Went to bed at 3plus.
This morning, I gotup at 6am!!
Bath, washup, everything and wentout.
Took a bus to the train station with my mum then I went to take train down to clementi station. Then took a bus down to my campus.
Firstday of school, I was really nervous.
Reached at about 8.15am.
Register and go up to class.
Let me tell you, the school and the class looks so old.
The canteen is really terrible.
So everyone was in class waiting for dontkow what. Just wait for the CA as we are told.
Make a few friends.
CA came at about 9.30am.
Talk about the rules&regulations. Introduction.
Went to MPH to gather after that, that’s so troublesome. I haven’t been sitting on those hall floors for one year.
Afterthat left MHP, we didn’t do anything there so I was also wondering why we go there. Went for campus tour first then went back to MPH and to lunch.
Had my lunch with KT.
We were both eating and sweating.
I really couldn’t take this kind of life.
I guess I am used to the comfortable life.
After eating, we went to the generaloffice to get the file and we wentup to our classroom to gather.
Thanksgod our classroom is air-conditioned.
So again, talking, introducing.
Left at about 4pm. its time to go home.:):)
Great.
Took a bus down to clementi station and take train home.
Really tiring.
Heartbreak of my transport’s fare. That’s so expensive.
Got to topup my card tomorrow.:(:(
Reached home at about 5.15pm.
Washup and do thing and wentout to chongpang. I am now here posting this cum surfing the net and updating my calendar.:):)

Boy, I am waiting for your call. I missyou.

Thursday, April 09, 2009

lovesyou

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BAO HUEI!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MIAO HUI, darling!!


Sunday I left my grandparent’s place at 7plus.
Went over to downtown east.
Go over to BH’s chalet.
Reached at about 8.30pm. Just slack around, chitchat, and chill.
Then we got the cakecutting session, phototaking and eat cake, have fun, talk, and drink.:):)
Hangingout with them was really great.
Same thing, slack till midnight.
Fun.
Then some went to play mahjong and some just sit outside.
Then we started the bbq thing, as we got nothing to do, so we seem to be like just finding things to do. Time really past, very fast.
Didn’t manage to finish bbqing the food, cause there’s no more charcoal.
That’s the worse part of bbqing half way, I think.
So we stopped.
Then next, we sit outside and talk and listen to songs. Songs we listen seems so sad, its all dontknow what song, hahas. Not so lively that night or perhaps its not lively at all.
Everyone seems to be having problem or thinking of dontknow what thing.
Until 5am,I think, we decide to talk inside the chalet.
So all went in.
But, they seem to bed wanting to sleep already and we couldn’t find any activities to do. And all thanks to ZH for the entertainment, he sings to us.
Then till 6am, everyone seems to be like falling asleep already. I gotup at about 7am. Couldn’t really sleep and I am freezing even though I turnedoff the fans.
So 7, went to washup and sit outside there.
Feeling damn irritating, I got lots of mosquitos’ bites!!
Its painful cum itchy.
We wentoff at about 8.30am.
HR, ZH and me went over to the busstop to take bus, and we waited 20minutes for the bus.
Finally the bus came, we board.
ZH alights first then follow by HR and lastly me.
Though I am little tired but I couldn’t sleep at all. The journey is about 30minutes to the interchange then I transfer another bus back.
Reached home at about 10.15am.
Really tired.
Went to sleep immediately.
I missedyou, mybed.
Gotup at 3.30pm.
Went to washup and do thing then slack at home.
Had a shower then slack at home.
Then someone came over to myhouse to fix my com but it don’t work. Meaning, I got to change a desktop already.
Its time to change.:):)
‘should be getting a laptop.’
I just sit and watch tvshow.
Couldn’t remember much.
I remember going to sleep at about 4am that night, then Tuesday I gotup at 11am.
Got things done and wentout.
Meetup with SH then we wentoff.
Send his friend home and went to the airport.
Talking about some scenario, thinking back.
Reached at around 3.30pm.
Went to withdrawl cash as I donthave, then went to take alook at the departures thing.
Went over there to wait, just the two of us and we were talking down there about some similar scenario, hilarious.:):)
Finally, he came out!!

'sounds like coming out from prison, LOL.'
We wentoff.
SH droves us home. Thanks a lot.
Went over to his house, slack there, unpack and we went over to Nicholas’s place to pass them stuffs and have a chat with the grandma, and we went over to edwin’s brother place.
Went there to chitchat with them and pass his brother some stuffs, then send his parent home and we went to somewhere buangkok to meetup with Nicholas and TG then follow by HR.
Had our dinner there and went to YD.
Left at about 12.30am.
Went over to his house, bath, washup, cleanup, watch tvshow, talk and sleep.:):)
Gotup at 12plus yesterday.
Went to get things done and we wentoff.
Went over to clementiite first, wanted to pay my school fees.
But, I don’t understand why the staff want me to pay by PSEA, they says they are saving for me.
Okay, so if I am paying by that, I have to go home and let my parent sign the form and hand in another day.
So went to the tailor there to made the uniform and payment.
Gosh, school fees are about $300 and uniform is about $100.
Just imagine.
That’s so much.
Afterthat we went over to payaubi to do his car stuff then went off.
Went over to bugisjunction as he wants.
Went there to walk about and shop.
Then went over to carljr for dinner, but before going, we went to marinacove then to BS. After dinner, we were supposed to go home but he got a call and we went over to somewhere amk to meetup with john and his cousin. Then went up to his house to change and we go off.
Went over to prawn fishing at punggolmarina.
Then john’s brother joined us later on.
Left at about 2.45am.
Went off.
Some of us went for supper and home.
Really tired.
Went over his place to overnight.
Had a bath and cleanup and we couldn’t sleep at all till morning, 5plus.
And we’re suppose to wakeup at 6.45am but both of us overslept.
That’s horrible.
We quickly get things done and rushed out.
Send me home and he went off to camp to do his stuffs.
Reached home, pack my thing, washup and do thing then watch tvshow.
Had a bath again at about 11.30am.
And I went to get things done and wentoff.

Wentout at about 12.45pm, took a bus down to chongpang and I am now here at the lab posting this cum surfing the net.
Meeting myboy later on and going to school.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KEVIN SOH, bestfriend!!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

lovesyou

From a guys point of view:
-We don't care if you talk to other guys.
-We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
-But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
-We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 am. that it can't wait till the morning.
-Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong.
-The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
-Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
-LET US PAY FOR YOU! DON'T 'FEEL BAD'. We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say 'thank you.

-Kiss us when no one's watching. If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
-You don't have to get dressed up for us. If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you own.
-We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
-Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's. Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
-Don't take everything we say seriously.
-Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us. It's boring, and we don't care.
-I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
-On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.
-IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH HIS SORRY DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT;
Someone who will honor your morals.
Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest.
Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes.
Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel.
Someone who will stop what they’re doing just to look you in the eyes and say 'i love you'. AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

Give the nice guys a chance.
Every Guy who isn't a jerk will agree with this.

lovesyou

Wednesday after I left my grandparent’s place, I went over to compasspoint to meetup with HR.
Went in to MOSburger for light dinner then went over to TG’s place to meet him.
Next, we go over to fetch Leon and went to selegierd. Wanted to have beancurd but we couldn’t find any table to sit, so we decide to pack over to kallangbridge and chill there.
So, we went over. Had fun playing and talking.
Went off at pretty late. Homed.
Couldn’t really remember what happen for the past few days and lazy to think.
Thursday I gotup at about 11am.
Went to do my thing, washup and everything and I went out. Took a bus down to tampinesinterchange. Meetup with HR over there. While waiting for him, I received a call. Good news.
The SH of HO called me to congratulate me!! Thanksgod, I am in.
Feeling was kinda mixedup.
So waited for HR and we went over to school to take the award and we went off to tampinesmall. Went to walk about and to find Leon but didn’t see him. Then we went to find BH’s present but couldn’t decide. That was why I don’t like last minutes thing.
Is always endedup, same. Hahas.
Next, we settle down to thecoffeebean.
Chat and drink.
Then meetup with Nicholas and we went to see BH’s present.
Already decided to buy some stuffs but we got to wait for dontknow what thing, then we left for dinner first at pastamania.
After eating we seems to be like forget about BH’s present.
We went to buy movie tickets as they wanted to catch a movie.
SHINJUKU INCIDENT.
So we buy the ticket and went to walk about and decide to slack at starbucks as we wants to rest, tiring of walking around. Then just talk there about those same thing.
I am really tired.
After that went to the popcorn booth to buy popcorn when its about time and went in.
A great show, it’s a long time since I last watch actionshow.
After movie, going to toilet and all this, its like 11.30pm.
We quickly make our move to catch the last bus.
Went to interchange to HR.
Took a bus down to his house there. Thankgod we managed to catch the lastbus, hahas.
Alighted at his house, I waited for him while he went home to take carkey and drive me home.
Thanks a lot.
I really appreciate.
And, I finally got a chance to sit his new car, toyotapremio.
And that’s a brand new car.
Reached home, washup and couldn’t sleep.
Its always like that.
Went to bed at about 7am and I gotup at 11am.
Stick to mybed till about 12 and I decide to getup and washup and all this.
Took a bus down to amkcentral and went to walk about and shop. Then went to amkhub to shop, was actually finding something but I couldn’t find. And endedup I bought a shirt.
After that I went over to edwin’s place.
And left at about 5.15pm.
Then I went over to my grandparent’s place. Reached at about 6pm.
Just slack about, talk to grandparent.
Had a bath and watch tvshow.
Went off at about 9pm.
Tooka bus down to compasspoint, went to metro as I wanted to buy thing. After that went to RSH to see BH’s present.
Got it and went off.
Went off with HR, to his house first then to westplaza for latedinner and walked to pasirris chalet.
We were carrying lots of heavy thing and my hand hurts.:(:(
Not much people were there when we reached.
We just slack down there, chill and listen to song.
As the time past, more and more people went home and some to sleep. So only left few of us out there talking.
So its about 6am, I went to bath and wentoff. HR and me did something crap. We went to the park, see sunrise, take picture and chat. Left at about 8am. We got so many things to talk, hahas.
Afterthat we went over to mc for breakfast, with ZH.
After breakfast we went back to the chalet and everyone is sleeping!!
We really got nothing to do over there.
BH was awake and slowly every wakeup and talk.
Was real damn bored over there as we got nothing to do then we play mahjong.
I left at about 12.30pm.
Went over to edwin’s place to put my thing.
Was really tired and I fall asleep at about 3.45pm and gotup at about 6pm.
Went to washup and have a bath.
Then had a light dinner at his house, watch tvshow and left at 8.30pm.
Meetup at SH, went over to amkmc to talk.
Afterthat, went to yishun to fetch some friend and to woodlands.
Then dropped them at tampines ikea and me to eliasmall to meetup with Nicholas.

Thanks Nichloas for waiting. Sorry about that.
And we go over to the chalet.
One thing I hate. Its always paying one dollars. LOL.
Reached there at about 11pm.
As usual, chill, drink, have fun.
Those that are going home went off at about 7am and the rest sleep over there.
I went to my grandparent’s place and I am now here.
TG sends me all the way here though we already say sends me to just some busstop or what.
Thanks a lot.:):)

But I didnt want to make it like I am using you.
Reached here at about 7.30am and I went to bed immediately.
Really tired. And I gotup at 3pm!!
Nobody was home at then when I wakeup.
I went to washup and surf the net then.
And I am now here.
Going over to the chalet later on and there goes my onebucks. Laughs.
Was doing some calculating of my money and I realize I spend a lot.
I already spent about 30bucks on my transport this week, for just one week.
Really got to save!! Take publictransport!!

Going to the chalet later on makes me wanna take cab down, I am lazy.

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

lovesyou

God, I pray for good health and normal sleeping time for myself.
Saturday I was staying at home the wholenight.
Discussing where to go, this and that.
And, just imagine.
Deciding from about 7pm till 11.30pm then we got a conclusion.
Man. That’s guys, I supposed.
And that’s so so so last minute.
So I was surfing the net all the while.
Decide to take a cold shower, again.
A little pissedoff at then.
Get things done and meetup with Nicholas at 12am.:):)
Went to pump petrol and to Carl Jr, BS.
Meetup with TG, HR and KY over there.
A great and disappointed day.
But indeed it was fun, hangingout.
Had our supper/ late dinner at there then sit down there to talk, chill and off to Hortpark as they didn’t want to stay there long.
So we went over to hortpark. Damnit.
Put the blame on the someone who wanted to go there, hahas.
Cause the park is closed.
So we make our way out, went over to some petrol station to buy drinks.
Deciding where to go again.
All wanted to go hendersonwaves but all dontknow how to go.
So endedup going over to mt faber park.
Went to the faberpoint. Sit down there, talk, have fun, listen to songs.
Left at about 4am.:):)
Nicholas fetch me home, thankyou.:):)
Reached home, washup and clenup.
I seriously wanted to sleep.
So I went to bed, but I dontknow why, I couldn’t sleep.
Was lying at my bed then next I realized, its going to be 7am.
And my alarm was 7.15am.
I wonder why is everything so not right.
Next, my alarm ranged.
I really dontkow what to do next.
I am not tired or sleepy at all.
My plan was to go service but I didn’t sleep for the wholenight. So I decide not to go and anyway, if I were to go I wonder what will I be doing in the sanctuary when people are actually praying.
I guess I will probably be sleeping.:):)
So whats the point of going when you’re not prepared.
You wont even have a heart of wanting to worship.
Thoughts at then are, stay at home.
Had a shower.
Went to on the com, online and surf the net. And, everyone seems to be sleeping at those hours.
Dontknow what is it that I can do.
So I went out at about 11am.
Took a bus down to kallang.
The waiting time for the bus takes 40minues and the journey takes 40minutes.
Reached there and waited for the shuttlebus, and the shuttlebus took me 40minutes also.
Went over to kallangleisurepark for the job thing.
I really dontwant.
Afterthat went off.
Took a bus down to kallang station and took the train to angmokio. Went over to edwin’s place.
What a bad day.
Heavy rain.
And from the stop I alight, I needs to walk quite a distance to his house.
And that requires being wet!!
I was at the shuttle, waiting for the rain to stop.
Waited for about 20minutes.
Is again waiting.
And thanks to an uncle who share umbrella withme. Thanks a lot.
Went up to hishouse, talk and everything then went off at 6pm. Went for dinner at mac with his mum and I went off.
Went back home.
Reached home at about 7.30pm.
At then, I started to feel giddy.
Guess its because of the rain and lack of sleep.
Went to change and I went to rest.
Supposed to be meeting some other friends but I didn’t makeit.
Was feeling terrible.
Didn’t go and I had a sleep at home.:):)
Sleep at about 2hours and I gotup.
Then again, I couldn’t really sleep.
Yesterday I gotup at about 2pm.
Went to washup and do thing then use com but, again couldn’t use. I dontknow whats wrong and where’s the problem.
Called the starhub but still no use.
Supposed to be going for doctor but due to my laziness I didn’t go. Was thinking of going today but today, I got the same thoughts.LOL.
So Monday I went out at about 4.15pm.
Meetup with TG, HR and Leon.
And we went over to bugisjunction.
Catch a movie.
Great.
Was about 5.30 at then and we decide to watch Mall Cop, 7.20pm.
So, its still early. We went to walk about, went over to the parklanewanton place to have early dinner.
Not nice!!
After dinner, we went to the arcade.
First they played outrun2, they follow by playing popnmusic party then bishi bashi, kicktime and lastly HR and Leon played asian dynamite.
After having fun in the arcade, we went over to coldstorage.
Buy chocolates and biscuit and we wentup to the popcorn booth to buy nachos and drink and finally, we went in to the theatre.
A show, that I don’t really like the ending.
But, overall still okay.
After the show, we dontkow where to go and we came out with the thoughts of going to marinabarrage.
And we really went there!!
Was just talking over there.
And not even one hour, I guess, and we are told to leave cause there’s lighting and its dangerous. We left with no choice but to go off. Then TG brings us to YD.:):)
Had a chat down there, chill, crap.
Went off after sometimes.
Went to some petrol station, as they wanted to get some drink and stuff.
And lastly, home.:):)
I think I shouldn’t thanks TG but, I should thanks Axela for giving me a ride home.:):)
Reached home at about 11.45pm.
Washup and talk to my mum.
Was thinking of lots of thing, went to bed at like 6.30am.
Gotup at 11am yesterday as my alarm ranged.
Then went back to bed and got up at about 1pm.
Really tired and I went back to bed.
And the next time I gotup, its 4pm!!
So, I went to washup and do things, watch tvshow and went out to chongpang with mymum to buy groceries and stuffs then went home.
Didn’t sleep also till morning, 6.30am.
Today I gotup at around 1pm.
Too much thing to do in my to-do-list. Tired.
Went to washup and wentout to my grandparent’s place.
Called hp but still no use. Gosh. Whats going on.
Took buses to my grandparent’s place. Reached at about 5.30pm, had my dinner here, bath and here posting this cum surfing the net.
I dontknow what happen to my hotmailaccount, I seems to be having problem signing-in.
Well, just surfing the net, looking at stuff.
Guess I dint have a good year head.
Starting of the year and I start falling sick for dontknow how many time and keep meeting problems.

I am having problem with my computer!!