Monday after going to chongpang lab I went home. Reached home at about 8.30pm.
Then all those thoughts start to come again.
I missyou!!
Was really wornout.
All those thoughts cameout to my mind, hurt.
Tried to think positive but I couldn’t.
Lie at my bed and I falls asleep, hugging *him, holding the card.:):)
Wasn’t really sleeping, was halfsleep halfawake. Waiting for myboy to call.
Cant stand it anymore. Someone help me.
He called me at 9plus, I remember and we are talking.
Boy, thankyou for listening.
Talked for just 10minutes, goodbye.
Then we were chatting in sms.
Went to bed at about 2plus.
Tuesday I gotup at about 6am as my alarm ranged.
So I gotup, bath and get things done then leave myhouse at about 7am. Took a bus down to the train station and travel to clementi station.
Went to the sam/axs machine there to pay my bills.
But, I got problem doing that as my card got error. I tried a few times before it can be use.
After making payment, I went to take a bus down to school.
Reached school at about 8.45am.
Repoting time is 9am, meaning, I am early. Great.
Wentup to class, relax inside and waiting for the rest to come.
Were just playing some kind of stupid games; mostly are memorizing others’s names. Everything stopped at about 11am.
I went down to the generaloffice for the phototaking with KT, Shirline and Kat.
Went for the phototaking and we go off for lunch.
Lunch at the canteen, again.
That’s terrible, I cant imagine I will be spending my times there. The canteen is really cannot makeit the food also cannot makeit.
Had rice thatday, remember we were all ordering from the mixedrice stall.
I guess I seriously had to go amber for lunch, LOL.
So after our lunch, we wentup to class and chat rather than sitting at the canteen.
Wentup to class, at least there’s aircon. Thanksgod.
Chitchat inside the class, also with some other classmates.
Then was doing the designing of tshirt, classcheer and dance.
Not too bad.
Then we went for motivationaltalk at 3pm.
Went to the lecture theatre and its so smelly and dusty inside. Oh man.
I know I shouldnt compare but that’s really terrible.
After the talk we wentup to class to gather and do the dance thing.
Practicing the dance till 8pm, and we are not done with it.
I wentoff cause its really late already.
Reached home at about 9.30pm.
I hate the feeling of going home late after school, especially alone.
I really miss myboy’ company.
If I would to meet him, I wouldn’t have stay for the dance and make myself so tired.
Was just feeling tired but not sleepy.
Went to washup and doing nothing, hugging *him.
Just waiting for myboy to call.
Remembered he called at 11pm. Talked to him on the phone for about 20minutes and we hangedup.
Thankyou for not letting me feel I am alone.
I couldn’t sense you but I know you’re with me.
Wednesday I gotup at about 6.30am.
Quickly rushed to get things done and took a bus down to somewhere bukitpanjang to meetup with Shirline, then we went to buy shoes as she wanted and headed down to school.
Was late for school on my secondday, but I supposed its alright.
Went to somewhere to meetup with my class as they are playing outdoors games. Then it started to going to rain, so we went to MPH and gather.
Having fun over there, watching lame thing. People singing, dancing and doing the lame thing.
Afterthat we proceed back to our class to practice our dance and cheer.
That was really fun!!
We skipped our lunch just for that, I suppose that was a great sacrifice, hahas.
But most of us got ourselves some light thing to eat.
Practice and practice.
Changed, and gather at MPH.
Looking at others’ performance and our turn.
We did a greatjob!! We got into top 3!!
Welldone HB.:):)
After the prize giving we went back to our class to gather and our CA talk to us.
And lastly, home.
Something that I am looking forward to. I just miss home.
Took a bus with Shirline to somewhere her house and I transferred another bus home. Reached home at pretty early, I guess. Reached home at 5plus.
Take a bath and I fall asleep. Sleeping soundly.
Gotup at about 9pm.
Stayed in my room and pack my stuffs, then talked with myboy at 11 for about 20minutes, then he called back and we talked for about 30minutes. The longest time we talk ever since he called back.:):)
We hangedup the phone at about 12mn.
Decide to go sleep.:):)
I went to bed.
This morning, I gotup at about 6.30am.
Alarm ranged, gotup, washup, bath and get things done then I wentout.
Took a bus down to train station and took the train.
Supposed to be going to school but some thing happened.
Its just the 4th day of school and I encounter this.
Its the 4th day of school and I didnt went. It make it feel so bad.
I didn’t really know what happened but when I was kinda awake, I am at jurong station. Bring to the inside, the office area.
Rest over there.
They provide good service to me, thumbups.
Will remember you all, not to worry.:):)
Thankyou.
Oh, so my brother came over to fetch me off.
Went to consult a doctor and he advised me to see a polyclinic’s doctor.
Went to uncle’s workplace then to fetch cousin together with aunty and uncle. Then to some polyclinic to see a doctor.
Checked.
Had two blood test, and ecg.
Drawed two tubes of blood. That seems a lot.
Then wait for the report.
Went back to doctor then got a referral letter to some specialist.
Wentoff after that, uncle came and fetch us.
Back to grandparent’s place and I am now here posting this.
Just feeling down.
Thanks KT, Kat, my lecturer and my SH for being concern and caring!!
I truly appreciate. Thankyou, really.
Just got my dinner not long.
Now surfing the net.
Going home soon. Brother will be fetching me back home.:):) Thankyou.
I really dontknow what to do. At that point of time, I just think of you and I needyou.
Everytime when we're on the phone, I just hope I am able to talk to you, looking at you, hugging you and holding your hand.
Miracle do happens?
