Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Joy

Life these days are really hard. Staying at home almost everyday. For the past week, I wasn't doing any thing special. Last Wednesday was going to bugis, meetup with mummy. And ya, had a hard and terrible time travelling. Went shopping, buy some clothing. Hmmms, wentto slack and down to goldenmile for the chickenrice steamboat. meetup with mydear there. Thursday was having youtiao, breakfast.:) And watching show like the wholeday. Friday was going to the eys doctor for consultation, medicine is terrible. Saturday was going to boonlay, the dental then to farmart and to grandparent'splace. Went ktv at night with mummy&co. Didn't stay long, then we went for supper and back. Sunday was going to woodlands industrial first then to myhouse and down to grandparent'splace. Stay there and relax, then wentover to auntiecarol'splace. Had our dinner there, relaxing and home. Monday was doing to hdb, iras, bill… Wanted to go nightmarket but in the end didn't went.:( Hmmms, yesterday was also the same.. Watch show, rest and nothing else. Dinner, fruits, tvshow. Went jp at night with dearest. Had subway.:) Pack sushi back home.:) I love when you are withme.

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Joy

Very bad nightmare lastnight.

Monday, March 21, 2011

Joy

And so Thursday was heading down to kk with dear for bloodtest.
Then to Jolyn's family chalet.
Hahas.
Greatgreat.
Dear was there doing the bbq stuffs, hahas. And we just sit and eat, LOLs.
Great gathering anyway. Too much food!!
Left afterthat.
Friday was staying at home doing nothing also, hmmms, so packing ya..
Surf net, more to explore this time with the facebook.
Saturday was going to dear's grandma place then back to myhouse and to auntiecarol'splace for dinner, gathering.:)
Left at really late.
Yesterday was going to geylang together with auntiecarol&uncle.
Hmmms, then to hougangmall for the ring thing. And to pepperlunch for dinner.:)
Then to grandparent'splace. Nothing much.
Staying home today, doing some research thing. Feeling so bored, really.

Friday, March 18, 2011

Joy

Is not that you dont worth my trust.
I am afraid.

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

Joy

Went suntec last Saturday for the fair!!
Buy some stuffs. Damn pack.
Meetip with mummy&love over there.:)
Had dinner together then down to iluma to meet hy, sam&others for movie.
I am number four. Great show, nicenice.
Then home afterthat.
Sunday was going to bukitpanjang, then down to geylang and to bugis.
Wentto buy the printing paper!! And steamboat dinner.:)
And to bugisjunction to walk then home.
Hmmms, then Monday was meeting sisterserena at lotone.
Had so much fun, went MOF with here for lunch, lightsnacks. Then wentto walk around and to kbox to sing. Took lots of photos.:)
Enjoyingenjoying.
Then we had our dinner at pastamania. Walk around and off.
Meetup with dear over there and wentto the nightmarket.
Headdown to kk yesterday. A little disappointed.:(
But still happyhappy.
Went citysquare afterthat, meetup with sis for lunch at astons, and also mummy.
Then we went to walk around and to mustafa, buy some stuffs and off.
Wentover to grandparent'splace.
Take a nap, had dinner, mj and home.
Today was just staying at home, doing nothing much. Feeling so tired.
Looking forward to seeyou home!!

Friday, March 11, 2011

Joy

Cab down to cwp on Wednesday.
Meetup with my dearest Jolyn!!
Wentto walk around first and decided to chill at mc.
Lots to say, lots of thing, haha. Excited.
Then went shopping again afterthat while waiting for Desmond.
And next we had our dinner at mc, LOLs. Then we were chatting happily. Miss those days, really. And things are not the same anymore.:(
Went t&s next, buy photoframe.:)
Chill at starbucks. I really enjoy the feeling of sittingdown and chill, relaxing. Talk.
Love came and pick me and home.
Went IMM yesterday. Meetup with mummy!!
Shopping!! And I am happy, really.
Buy, buy&buy.
Cab home afterthat. Tired, heavy.
Decides to stay home today, do some packing.
Watch show and email.:)
Always looking forward to seeyou home.
Happily.

Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Joy

Cab down to kk on lastlast Saturday morning.
Wentoff afterthat. Hougangmall first for collection of weddingbands. Then to yishun, eat a little, clinic and to boonlay, collection of suit.
Oh ya, tiring day, going here and there. And that's all.
Do nothing.
Life seems hard to past, haha.
Went compasspoint on Sunday, had dinner. Buy pillows and bolster. Then to grandparent'splace to take stuffs and down to amk, meeting Mr Tan. Then went amkhub next, walk about, eat and back.
Last Monday was going to jw.
Do some packing. Shouldn't be there, shouldn't do that, cause it was supersuper upset.
And I always go into thoughts, and I also wonder if all those thoughts is for real. I really couldn't bring myself to stay strong though I really want to, it just break myheart. Somebody teach me. I don't want to hide those feelings anymore, and I feel that, I am under so much pressure. Should I call this a hard life? Or I just have to blame myself.
And because I loveyou so much much that I am willing to givein and ignore, but hiding emotion is not a easy things. Everyone agrees?
Ya, and cab back afterthat.
And forget to bring my phone back withme, LOLs.
Meetup with dearest and go over.
But things don't go well and I don't expect much.
Decided to leave cause I know too much, too much. Too much things that I shouldnt know. But you don't seems to care about this even knowing it, and I don't want to say much.
Going nowhere, ring my dearest listener but to no answer.
Cab over to pasirpanjang, then to clementi for breakfast and cab back to hougang. Was really really tired, sleeping with tears rollingout, and gotup at about 9am.
Get ready and wentdown to MND. Breakfast with family, then rom thing and to redstar for timsum.:)
Home afterthat, rest and down to jb for collection of gowns and stuffs.
Back to grandparent'splace, relax and had a good chat.
'but nothing change'.
Went kopitiamsquare to eat a little and off.
I sleep well.
Kk on Wednesday, scary.
Dinner at buangkok. Grandparent'splace.
Cab home with mummy on Thursday, carrying lots of stuffs.
The feeling of falling sick. Tiredtired.
Went auntieplace, then to jw.
Packing. And jp for supper.
Friday was heading to cwp withlove. Then cp, and home.
Meetup with Jolyn at myplace, talking, and she buy a box of occ up. Thankyou sister!! Though I wanna go on diet but cant resist, hahas.
Went northpoint at night, sasa, watsons, buy little bit of stuffs but costs a bomb. Hahas.
Wentoff afterthat, thankyou.
Went cp with mummy and brother to buy stuffs, and my dinner. Then go back.
Serena come afterthat, and, ya, excitedexcited!! You girls are the best.:)
Lots of planning, and funny funny things. Of course photo taking, haha. Last singlenight.
Is the heart that count, that's whats I call, 'sisterss'.
And ya, was so tired that I don't feel like doing anything but I have to cause not much time.
But everything was still okay, relaxing.
I actually didn't sleep for that night. Really cant sleep, too excited, I supposed.
Wentto shower at 3.15am.
And makeup artist come at 3.30am. Sisterss start coming at 5.30am.
And I feel so blessed. And f, photo taking nonstop, and I couldn't say no to camera.
Breakfast at 6.30am, hahas. Taking my own sweettime. And everyone else is damn kanjiong then me.
Change at 6.50am, and I started feeling nervous. Cooldown, cooldown.
And ya, quickly gets everyting done. And the moment you hear the honk, you get damn damn nervous. Serious, I really appreciate uncle danny and ken for coming so early just for taking photo. And of course the sisterss!! For not being so NAUGHTY to my husband, haha.
A day to smile the wholeday.:):):):):)
Left afterthat, tea ceremony.
Photophoto, relax, change and ya, serve tea.
Left afterthat, myplace for tea ceremony.
Eat a little first, was damn hungry.
Then relax, and tea ceremony.
Relax for just awhile, chit-chat and off.
Shower, headdown to the restaurant.
Makeupmakeup. Photophoto.
Everything went smoothly.
Too much to elaborate, don't have to say too much, hahas.
Went jp on Sunday noon for timsum, buy some stuffs and off. Home, wash car, rest awhile and church. Then uncle tao'spalce, kai'splace, back and dinner at eastcoast. JUMBO.
And down to jp, fairprice, get some stuffs and back.:)
Monday was goinghome, returning home.
Went np next for lunch at sakaesushi.
Headdown to grandparent'splace next, mj and dinner then back.
Not been resting enough.
Yesterday was staying home doing the cleanup and packup, finally done. And also printed out the photos for the sisterss.:)
Going cwp to meet my love sister JOLYN later on!! I cant wait to see her. Lots lots to catchup and talk about.
Let me go and let me know if you don't love me enough. You know what I meant.

Tuesday, March 08, 2011

Joy

Accidentally saw something, shouldnt be seeing, shouldnt know so much.
But, it just happen. Disappointed to upset and, heart totally break.
Tired of crying over this. Perhaps its my fate or curiosity.
Help me, I dontwant this kind of life.
I am not suppose to keep things from you, but whats the point of telling you when nothing change? This hurt me more, knowing that you know but do nothing.