Wednesday, March 09, 2011

Joy

Cab down to kk on lastlast Saturday morning.
Wentoff afterthat. Hougangmall first for collection of weddingbands. Then to yishun, eat a little, clinic and to boonlay, collection of suit.
Oh ya, tiring day, going here and there. And that's all.
Do nothing.
Life seems hard to past, haha.
Went compasspoint on Sunday, had dinner. Buy pillows and bolster. Then to grandparent'splace to take stuffs and down to amk, meeting Mr Tan. Then went amkhub next, walk about, eat and back.
Last Monday was going to jw.
Do some packing. Shouldn't be there, shouldn't do that, cause it was supersuper upset.
And I always go into thoughts, and I also wonder if all those thoughts is for real. I really couldn't bring myself to stay strong though I really want to, it just break myheart. Somebody teach me. I don't want to hide those feelings anymore, and I feel that, I am under so much pressure. Should I call this a hard life? Or I just have to blame myself.
And because I loveyou so much much that I am willing to givein and ignore, but hiding emotion is not a easy things. Everyone agrees?
Ya, and cab back afterthat.
And forget to bring my phone back withme, LOLs.
Meetup with dearest and go over.
But things don't go well and I don't expect much.
Decided to leave cause I know too much, too much. Too much things that I shouldnt know. But you don't seems to care about this even knowing it, and I don't want to say much.
Going nowhere, ring my dearest listener but to no answer.
Cab over to pasirpanjang, then to clementi for breakfast and cab back to hougang. Was really really tired, sleeping with tears rollingout, and gotup at about 9am.
Get ready and wentdown to MND. Breakfast with family, then rom thing and to redstar for timsum.:)
Home afterthat, rest and down to jb for collection of gowns and stuffs.
Back to grandparent'splace, relax and had a good chat.
'but nothing change'.
Went kopitiamsquare to eat a little and off.
I sleep well.
Kk on Wednesday, scary.
Dinner at buangkok. Grandparent'splace.
Cab home with mummy on Thursday, carrying lots of stuffs.
The feeling of falling sick. Tiredtired.
Went auntieplace, then to jw.
Packing. And jp for supper.
Friday was heading to cwp withlove. Then cp, and home.
Meetup with Jolyn at myplace, talking, and she buy a box of occ up. Thankyou sister!! Though I wanna go on diet but cant resist, hahas.
Went northpoint at night, sasa, watsons, buy little bit of stuffs but costs a bomb. Hahas.
Wentoff afterthat, thankyou.
Went cp with mummy and brother to buy stuffs, and my dinner. Then go back.
Serena come afterthat, and, ya, excitedexcited!! You girls are the best.:)
Lots of planning, and funny funny things. Of course photo taking, haha. Last singlenight.
Is the heart that count, that's whats I call, 'sisterss'.
And ya, was so tired that I don't feel like doing anything but I have to cause not much time.
But everything was still okay, relaxing.
I actually didn't sleep for that night. Really cant sleep, too excited, I supposed.
Wentto shower at 3.15am.
And makeup artist come at 3.30am. Sisterss start coming at 5.30am.
And I feel so blessed. And f, photo taking nonstop, and I couldn't say no to camera.
Breakfast at 6.30am, hahas. Taking my own sweettime. And everyone else is damn kanjiong then me.
Change at 6.50am, and I started feeling nervous. Cooldown, cooldown.
And ya, quickly gets everyting done. And the moment you hear the honk, you get damn damn nervous. Serious, I really appreciate uncle danny and ken for coming so early just for taking photo. And of course the sisterss!! For not being so NAUGHTY to my husband, haha.
A day to smile the wholeday.:):):):):)
Left afterthat, tea ceremony.
Photophoto, relax, change and ya, serve tea.
Left afterthat, myplace for tea ceremony.
Eat a little first, was damn hungry.
Then relax, and tea ceremony.
Relax for just awhile, chit-chat and off.
Shower, headdown to the restaurant.
Makeupmakeup. Photophoto.
Everything went smoothly.
Too much to elaborate, don't have to say too much, hahas.
Went jp on Sunday noon for timsum, buy some stuffs and off. Home, wash car, rest awhile and church. Then uncle tao'spalce, kai'splace, back and dinner at eastcoast. JUMBO.
And down to jp, fairprice, get some stuffs and back.:)
Monday was goinghome, returning home.
Went np next for lunch at sakaesushi.
Headdown to grandparent'splace next, mj and dinner then back.
Not been resting enough.
Yesterday was staying home doing the cleanup and packup, finally done. And also printed out the photos for the sisterss.:)
Going cwp to meet my love sister JOLYN later on!! I cant wait to see her. Lots lots to catchup and talk about.
Let me go and let me know if you don't love me enough. You know what I meant.