Yesterday night I sleep at 3plus. Was on the phone with Jacky, thanks for being a listening ear but I don’t need. This morning I wake up at 6plus, get things done and went out. Went to school, and this morning it was having a heavy rain. I reach school at 8plus then went to meet up with the rest and soon YR came. I glance through at our group ppt presentation and soon we present. Lesson was 3 hours but we only go for half an hour. Once we finish presenting we can go and our group was the first to present. After we finished, they suggest going out of the school and different people got different places that they want to go. In the end, they went out I didn’t go. I went to MLC, wanted to do my OFC ppt and want to be alone but the USB port down there got some problem. I slack there with YR; I do research on my topic and really study a lot from there. We went off at about 10.30. We went to the Shanghai café to eat something we can’t even finish. At then, was 10.50 so we wait for the library to operate as we got plenty of time, while waiting, we saw Kevin, hahas. Waited and waited and the library is open. We went in; I continue with my OFC, continue searching all relevant information. Really find a lot of useful information. After that we went for lesson, went for CRN, while going for lesson, we saw Kevin and the rest again. We went for our lesson, didn’t do much. After that we went off, was having break but I don’t feel like eating so I went to the library alone as I wanted to be alone. Initially I wanted to go there and read book as my mood was really down and I am afraid it would affect a lot in my schoolwork, but I hope it won’t.
When down there and saw someone, which I shouldn’t be seeing. I was alone but the someone accompanied me, thank you. Chat for a while and somehow I drop tears as I say I am down. The time is going to 2pm so I went up for lesson. When I reach there, we got to wait and soon we went in to lab for lesson, was doing assignment. We are having 2hour lesson but the assignment won’t take long so once we finish, we can go. But I stayed. I do my OFC ppt and print all the information and research that I done. Anyway, I asked teacher for permission and she agreed. After doing all my thing, I went off. Thanks WQ for putting my book for me. Went home alone. On my way back, lots of thing flash through my mind. I finally make a decision of going for a haircut, didn’t really cut just trim a little. While the people were cutting, I didn’t look at it. I tried my best to close my eye if possible, as I don’t wish to see. After that I went home. Slack down there and continue with my OFC ppt project and I finished!!
Chat with MSN with a few people just now.
Tomorrow will be meeting up with PK and the rest.
Oh, yesterday PK says something to me, which I find it weird, he said: Ben and me reserve you every Friday.
I don’t know what he talking then he explained to me, hahas.
Think of lots of thing just now.
I don't want to mention name but you know who you are, just to say I might not understand how you feel but I think after you throw out whatever is inside your heart you will feel better, I can’t do anything. The only thing that I can do is being a listening ear to you.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZHENG KANG!!
