Thursday, May 19, 2011

Joy

Seriously want to drink sunkist orangejuice!!
Wentover to thevillage on Tuesdaynight.
With others, had our dinner there and fishing. But nowadays I dont like the fishing thing anymore, I dont like going down. I dont like the feeling of being left alone, neglected. And it seems like I am all alone. Didnt stay till very late too.
Seems like there's alot to look into but I didnt have the chance to tellyou.
I got so much things to tellyou, but you donthave the time for me.
I seeyou everyday but, lack of communication. No time to talk.
Really tiredtired. Is not I dontwant to share my feelings withyou.
And its really suffocating when I got so much to say toyoubut I cant, and who can I turn to? My own conversation become so short too, I become like so dead. Didnt want to always call home too, they might get the wrong idea.
I am so upset but I cant do anything.
Is like being lockedup.
Always look forward to the weekends, but I just wantto spend it withyou alone, you understand?