Joy

Don't like to be alone. Sigh.

Joy

Finally.
And I cant sleep.

Joy

Very very lazy to post..
Nothing special too..
Went to grandparent'splace yesterday, je.
Grandma birthday, then to grandparent's place, hougang.
Wentout for dinner, suck.
So bored recently.
Got very bad tummyache today, terrible.
Hope everything will be okay soon.

Joy

You really got no idea that I am waiting for you.
And think of how you treat me.
I am worried too.
No call, no msg, nothing.
Should I say welldone, goodjob?
Dont do this to me, I am suffering inside.

You treating me this way today make me wonder why.
And that totally hurt me. I dontknow why you got to do it this way.
And I start going into thoughts.
Your action make me feel that I am a nobody to you.
I am not going to treat you the same way as you did, and I never will.

Joy

Not in good mood today.
Feeling so fk!! Then frustrated, angry.
Stress. And sian ttm.
You really dontknow those feeling, really.
Upset, disappointed.
Are you willing to listen to me?

Shouldn't you be going with me to see those stuffs?
But why am I going alone or with others most of the time?
I really don't like when you ask me to go with others to see.
A little disappointed, a little upset.
Shouldn't you be with me to shop instead?
And I really want to tell you, I rather shop by myself, alone. I feel more at ease, donthave to listen so much to what others say.
But I know you won't let me shop alone.
Sometime that really piss me off.

Pornography plus fb equal work stuff.
This is what make me so on fire.

Joy

So happy to see your text saying about tonight dinner.:)
But, did you really mean it?
Things always change at the very last minute.
And you just called!! Dinnerout?!
Dont always make me happy for just that second.

Joy

Disappointed when you tell me about tomorrow's night plan.
Can't you accompany more at this point of time?

Joy

Dont lie to me.
Dont make me wait for your call and nothing happen.

Joy

Lastlast Sat was going to asiagrand for timsum, then to bl and home.
Boring, always so bored.
Hmmms, Sun was going to grandparent'splace, didnt stay long, and left.
And the whole of last week was so so so sian!! Sian ttm!
Noisy, irritated, frustrated. And you know theres nothing you can do, you cant show, and you can only keep your feelings. I dont like.
Monday to Wednesday was really doing nothing much, just doing the printing of photos.
And doing some packing, and having some angry and upset feeling.
Thursday was going to grandparent'splace in the evening, hmmms, dinner...
And timsum, chaosiewbao&cheecheongfun for supper!!
Friday was going to bugis in the morning, lunch a little, buy lots of stuffs and back home.
Cheewkueh in the afternoon, fruits and stuffs, LOLs.
Dinner, photo thingy.
Meetaimak for supper, and beancurd.
Then Saturday we had Mc for breakfast!! MacDelivery. Hotcake!!
And start the photo thing, tired tired.
Birdnest.
And to heartlandmall with mum&sis.
Wentto buy some stuffs and had wantonmee!!
then home, continue the photo thing. Dinner, MacDelivery again for supper!!
Meetaimak for breakfast yesterday.
Continue the photo, mj, photo again, dinner, photo, packup and home.
And today was really very sian, dontknow what to do.
Nothing to eat when I gotup, sian.
Only had early lunch.
Airport, back, nap, dinner, tvshow, thatsall.
And I dont like this kind of life.
Should be goingout tomorrow, I supposed. But I still comfirm. Things always got changed, till the extend that I dont dare to think, dont even want to ask too much or plan.
I dontwant to ask for me, dont want to disappoint myself.