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Thursday, November 19, 2009

Joy

Monday I gotup at super early and the night before I sleep at damn late.
Gotup in the morning at around 9am.
Wentback to sleep and gotup in the afternoon.
Tiring life, too much things to do, too much thing to commit.
Went to somewhere yishuncentral for lunch and to NP to walk around, buy stuffs.
That should be all.
I guess I went to lpr at night. And also to somewhere there to eat.
Tuesday was goingout at 5plus.
Went to amkhub to buy movie tickets at thecathay cause I couldn’t buy it online, some error. And that is the top hot show, is damn pack.
Rushdown there to buy and to j8. Meeting with SH and he wants to collect his laptop. But, some problem going ons and endedup never collect, kinda like, wasted the trip down there.
Okay, next we wentover to thecathay.
Dine at theindulge.

Notbad.
Show starts at 2115. Walk around, buy popcorn&drink and into the theatre.
Watch it at the grand cathay.

It was really grand, my first time there.
Watched 2012. The show whereby I wanted to watch for a long time, like before its out.
And finally, got to watch it.
Greatgreat show. Worth watching.
Home next and wentout again to yishuncentral for supper.:):)
And to lpr.
Greatnight over there!! Enjoying. And home in the morning, about 5.45am.
Yesterday I stayed at home the wholeday, totally no mood.
Wentout at night.
Dinner from aunty, friedrice. Thankyou.
Tvshow, thatsall. Walk around outside and home.
Bored at home cause its always scolding, but thanks to mysis for her laptop. If not, I will be bored to hell. Surfing the net, thatsall. Tvshow. Fruits.
Gotup at 0651 this morning and start to stare at the ceiling, nothing much.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Joy

Really getting tired of it.
who can really understand how I am feeling?

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Joy

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YUESENG!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JASON!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DANIEL TAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO TECKGUAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO UNCLE MENG!!

Pressurized feeling!!
Sometimes I just get tired of all this shit thing.
Alright so the last time I update was on the 31st, and its 15th today.
Around twoweeks again.
So that Saturday if I didn’t remember wrongly, I gotup at 9plus. It was going to the ROM there in the noon, walks about, and went to the museum.
Seeing things, enjoying the atmosphere, quiet, alone. Artistic’s artwork.
Bought some postcard.
Went to citysquare next. Big but not lots of thing to shop.
Lunch at the foodcourt, walk and off. Tired.
Hmmms, I seriously couldn’t remember more thing. Shit, memory is getting bad&bad.
Okay, that should be all. And went to grandparent’splace next.
I remember it rain that night, and we planned to dine at bukittimah, ya. And endedup going back to sembawang. We’re like halfway there, at expressway and rushed back, plus its raining. Dangerous.
Okay, lots of thing, don’t feel like elaborating. Tired.
Drinking thatnight and sleeps.
And the next morning, I gotup at like 9am. Its killing me.
Wentfor breakfast and back home to slack.
Then goingout in the afternoon to parkwayparade. Walk around, went to play tpool, walk here&there and dine at ohkcafe.
Dinner was just alright only, I guess. And I am feeling tired. Home next.
Then the Monday I seriously need time to recall. Well, everything takes time, I guess I just need more time.
Oh, went to grandparent’splace in the noon at marsiling, with family. Then wentoff to causewaypoint, lunch at mc and to COURTS to walk about. And take train down to yck to meet uncle.:)
Went to grandparent’splace. And off to the hougangfairprice at night to buy stuffs to topup my fridge.
That Tuesday was staying at home the wholeday.
Preparing dinner, thatsall.
Spaghetti.:)
Beancurd next.:)
And I’m suppose to be attending YS’s birthday celebration.
So, staying at home, doing the cleaning and sleep.
Wednesday I gotup damn early. Like, 6am.
Cooked vermicelli as breakfast for people.:):)
Wholeday doing the tidy of house.
Cab down to mt.a hospital to visit auntyjolin. Give birth to a babygirl!!

Went to the cafe to lunch with mum&sis.
Off at 7plus.
Thursday I couldn’t remember if I did wentout, I guess no.
Friday I remember going for breakfast in the morning at cp. Home next and rest. Friday was kinda quarrel at night, tired of it. Home doing thing, hoping I dont think of anything, just let myself relax. Well, and something makes me happy is that I meetup with someone!! HR.:)
Like since dontknow when, my birthday celebration, I guess.
Finally meetup!! Talk lots of thing, eat at the coffeeshop and home.:)
Okay, I am seriously tired. Watching tvshow and off.
Didn’t really sleep again.
And gotup like damn early again in the morning for breakfast. Omg, thats so tiring when I didn’t have enough sleep.:(:(
Staying at home the wholeday, preparing and wentout at about 6.45pm.
And, I am late!! Late for TG’s birthday celebration.
Reached there at about 7.30pm.
Its like, jam all the way from CTE.
AND OVERALL, MY CABFARE COST ME 29BUCKS.
Heartpain. And there goes my money.:(:(
Okay, dine at HPC.
Food was alright, and oh, I am not the latest.:):)

Wentoff next and Edmund gives me a ride back home, thanks so much.:):)
Staying at home watching tvshow and slack.
Okay, sleep at prettylate and getup early again.:(:(
Breakfast at cp and home to slack.
Went to sunplaza next to buy tonic and cake for cousin, and junkfood.
And off to grandparent’splace. Staying there for just awhile and off. Wentto futurepark, and to lsr. And home.:):)
Enjoying.
Last Monday I couldn’t remember also. Guess nothing special.
Tuesday was going to amkcentral to walk about and the hub.
Meetup with SH over there at nighttime. Dine at subway first and to shop and went to the foodcourt again to eat.:):)
Wentdown to fairprice, buy stuffs and we go off.
Last Wednesday I wentout at about 1.30pm. Took cab down to ssdcl, alright, went there to do some stuffs. And purchasing of the book. Then took cab down to Thomsonplaza to walk about, went to the bank to do some stuff and went to kfc to slack. Buying thing and go off. Oh, remember playing those oldschool game machine, with tickets and exchange thing.:)
Alright, Thursday was supposed to be having lunch at somewhere upperthomson but constructions going on, so went to bishan instead. The worst and not so nice chicken I ever had. And the stupid chickenrice cost 5bucks per plate. Went to grandparent’s place next, pass sis her shirt, played mahjong for awhile and wentoff. Travel down to causeswaypoint next, supposed to be watching 2012 but endedup never watch.:(:(
Super sad. Everything endedup gone. Well, so went to the fairprice to buy stuffs and home.
Okay, meeting JY next I guess. Cant remember when, but is one of these days.
Dam first, and it started to rain. So, wentover to serangoon but, cant find a place to slack, and endedup going to ecp, pack mc and went to somewhere to eat&talk.
Hilarious, but, I dont feel like laughingout, I dontknow why.
Something stopped me, I couldn’t stop thinking of past, and it just get hurt and more hurt.
Somehow, some people can makes my day.:):)
Alright, enough of saying all the not important thing.
Friday was goingdown to ttsh and meetup with mummy. Wentover to novena, eat lunch at bk. And back to ttsh, see the report and everything. Tired. Wentoff after everything, wentdown to eat as I am feeling a little hungry. And back to grandparent’splace. Slack there for just awhile and wentoff. Don’t feel like eating anything afterthat as I am full, went to eat at only about 11pm.:):)
And back home to watch tvshow.
Doing reading, studying cum revising.
Tvshow just got interesting and interesting, and I went to bed at 3am.
Yesterday I gotup at 7.30, before my alarm ranged, I wokeup. Shag. Back to sleep and gotup at like, 9.45am.
Get things done and went for breakfast.
Then slack and wentout at 5pm, went to tampinesstadium, dine at nihonmura.
Saw a littlecutegirl!!

And wentback after dinner.
Yesterday wasn’t a greatday. Everything’s just so worst. Hate it.
Tired of quarrelling, tired of all this.
A sleep and everything is over.
Gotup at like 4.45am this morning.
And I can only returns to bed at 6plus, and next, I got to getup at 9am.
Thats super tiring.
Went for breakfast, walk about and home. Get things done and wentover to grandparent’splace. Ohman, stayed there for not even 1hour and wentoff.
Wentover to bedok, together with sis.

Went to find uncle to take thing, ferry the plant.
Went to IKEA next, lunch over there!!
And we order like quite alot. Big eater.

Friday, November 13, 2009

Joy

Update soon, I hope.

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Joy

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO DAMIAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN CHAN!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MAGDELENE!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOHNSON!!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JOHN CHIA!!

Ups and downs.
Two weeks of break.
Well, so the last time I post was on lastlast Saturday.
Hmmms. Nothing much for me to post.
So, that Saturday, I only remember going to somewhere pasirris, dontknow where also. Went there for lunch and to visits, the uncles.
Well, seriously speaking, I am damn bored thatday and there’s nothing I can do. I am feeling super uncomfortable. Cause I dontknow if I should sit or stand. Alright, allows me to vexed out, thankyou.:):)
Well, after the visiting, went to tampines; MEGACOURTS.
Walking around, buy thing and eat a little at subway.
After all this, was meeting some relatives over there and wentover to CAT3. Dinner over there. Dinner over there seems so bored. I don’t like the feeling of dining at there, atmosphere wasn’t right thatday. Dinner was bad. Not a goodday.
Home next and sleep, I supposed.
So, lastlast Sunday, the 18th, I gotup at about 9am.
Well, and things went smoothly as planned. Happy.:):)
Washup and get things done, rushed down t o compasspoint. Went to ljs and pack the breakfast, and wentover to MOSburger to eat and buy stuffs from MOSburger.
Greatday to start with.
Went to shop about next, walking around, looking at presents for cousin. And its difficult. Hard to buy, endedup, I bought a shirt, thatsall.
Wentoff to tampinesmall next with sis.
Searching for cousin’s present. We shop like, the whole tampinesmall, tampinesone&centurysquare. Time is getting nearer and nearer and we still don’t get to buy our stuffs. So, is kinda like, last minutes.
Finally, buy present.
Went to meetup with family at the seafoodrestaurant. Celebrating cousin’s birthday.
We didn’t have a hard time finding the place, unlike the last time. LOLs.
Dinner was as nice as before. Nothingmuch.
Home after dinner and to SP.
Slacking at home, doing the laundry and stuffs.
Monday was staying at home till afternoon. Was damn frustrated. Cause the water thing!! No water.
Waited till evening. Do thing and left home. Went to northpoint to shop, buy books and home.
Dinner, slack. Cant remember much.
Tuesday was going to chongpang for breakfast, walk about, buy stuffs and home to slack. Rest a little, bath and get things done then wentoff.
Waiting and went to plazasingapura. Shop over there.

Lunched at kfc. And home for dinner.:):)
Tuesday was somehow alright, I like.
Wednesday I was sleeping soundly&sweet till I dontwant to getup.
Shit. Don’t remember anything.
I think Wednesday was going to square2 to walk about, lunch at AJISEN.

Buy fruits and wentover to ttsh to visit grandpa.
Staying till night, like 7plus, going 8pm. Wentover to goldenmilehawker for dinner, didn’t really eat. Then went to yishuncentral to eat again.:):)
Thursday got a ride in the morning to yck station, thankyou.
Took train down to novena. Went to walk about, went to ttsh, breakfast at the foodcourt. Wait for mum and eat at subway again. Then accompany mum to see doctor. Pharmacy next and visit grandpa. Went to lunch at sakaesushi at novena first as I am a little hungry, I guess same goes to the rest. Wentover to j8 next, do thing and again lunch at kfc.:):)
And lastly grandparent’splace. Home next.
Friday I wanted to meetup with Jolyn, but timing don’t seems tally.:(:(
So Friday, I went to grandparent’splace. Meetup with SB at sengkang first and went to grandparent’splace. Slacking over there, kinda bored. Wait for time to pass.
Dinnerout. At somewhere kembangan.
Dinner was so nothappy. Eating don’t seems great, donthave the mood at all and I didn’t filled my stomach. Badday.
Last Saturday, went for breakfast at chongpang and back.
Went to grandparent’splace first at marsiling, visit grandpa. Staying till about 5pm and we wentoff. Accompany father home first then to grandparent’splace at hougang. Taking wallet, next, was supposed to attend ffw but endedup didn’t.
Went to some multi-story carpark, washing car, cleaning and everything.
Then I realized, I took like 3hours for the whole cleaning.
Went to somewhere nearby next for dinner cum supper. Seafood!!
Damn hungry. Order like 3dishes and we managed to finish.
Last Sunday was a unhappy day for me.
Early in the morning, unexpected thing and hurts.
I dontwant shouting.
Alright, get things done and went to amkcentral for breakfast with SH.
Walk about, buy stuffs and off.
Went to tampinesIKEA next. Lunch over there, walk about. At then, I started to feel sleepy. Feel like sleeping. Went to GIANT next to buy stuffs. Really tired. Went for lightdinner and home.
This week, I have been sleeping late always. Gettingup early. And making myself suffering.
Monday was staying at home as I am feeling cramp at the stomach.
Chocolates!! Staying at home and noodles for lunch, thankyou.
Tuesday I was slacking at home, cramp, pain.
Wentout in the afternoon to grandparent’splace.
Dinner over there too and the dinner was like, not so happy.
Talking and its so irritating.
Went for dinner again at mac.:):)
Went to pack and dine at the park, sk.
Flashback.
Home next.
Wednesday was staying at home till afternoon, and went to auntyplace.
Wednesday afternoon, I had ricedumpling, sesame. Thankyou.
Don’t remember much.
Thursday I can only recall dinner at night, and going to SP next to walk about.
Yesterday I am damn shag.
Yesterday only remember staying at home, having dinner, watchingtvshow.
Wentout to SP to eat. Mac again, thatsall.
And drinking at home justnow. But I don’t feel like sleeping at all though I am tired. Well, I couldn’t get to sleep.
Perhaps I am thinking of too much thing.
Its Saturday!! I hope I have a greatday. Its raining rightnow.

Friday, October 30, 2009

Joy

Update soon.:)
I am not busy actually, just that I couldnt find place to surf net.:(:(
I am craving for food rightnow.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

lovesyou

Alright, happy deepavali.
Its a ph, and I am supposed to be out with families. But, I am not. Well, initial plan was breakfast at bendemeerhawker and karaoke in the afternoon at somewhere serangoon and dinner at night.
I will be missingout the bonding with family, missingout the fun. And I thought this wont happen like before and I shouldnt let it happen.
Families wont be angry/upset, I hope.:):)
Thursday dinner at grandparent'splace.
Herbalchickensoup.:):)
Slack at grandparent'splace till 8plus. Went to somewhere macphersonrd and off. Went to amk area to find shop that sells the bun and finally we found. Bought it and went home.
Washup, pack stuffs, play unocard&pokercard. Everything is great, home is the best.
Eating chips, ham, junk stuffs.
And finally, sleep.
Then I seriously cant sleep so I getup at around 2.45am.
And the next thing I do was, fixing the new fan!!
I was sweating over. And ya, done.:):)
Returns to bed next.
Yesterday I gotup at 6.15am.
Rest and return to bed. Then I gotup at 11.30am.
Yawn. I am damn tired and I received call, telling me things regarding unplanned issues.
I dontknow what more they want. Its just never enough. I dontknow what more I can do but to just follow. I am really tired, I gaveup my thing just foryou. But you all always seems to be standing at own' point-of-view. Sometimes, things just make me feel tired; heart is tired or maybe numb.
Get things done.
Fish&veggies soup for lunch at home. And off to grandparent'splace.
Reached there at 4plus.
Talking with sis, talking on phone and slack.
Then aunty came, with brother&cousin.
Talking, enjoying those moment.
Surf net, talking with mum.
Dinner at about 8pm. Gosh, that was like so late luh.
Friedrice&friedbeehoon. Veggiessoup, bread with luncheonmeat.:):)
But I dont get the chance to drink the soup.
Cause before I could really finish my dinner, things didnt went smoothly again.
Hmmms. Wentoff after dinner to chongpang, sembawang and home.:):)
Well, home is always the best. Warming.
Laundry, cleaning, tvshow, pack stuffs, unocard/pokercard.
I just wanna stick to mybed.
Wentout at about 11.30pm.
Went to beancurdcity, pack beancurd&youtiao. And to some petrolkiosk to buy drink and off to sembawangpark. Before sembawangpark, we went to some seafoodstalll first cause I wanna eat the bun!!
Though initial plan was to go usl. But, didnt regret going to sembawangpark.
Cause, I got to see firecrackers!!
Enjoying the scene, eating the bun, youtiao, beancurd&drink.:):)
Seeing people fishing, catching crab.
Listening to fm and taking photo at the beachside.
Next was photo taking, at anotherside.:):)
And off, hahas. This part was funny.
Before home, it was, some kinda mini concert held by some people, LOLs. And I am just enjoying the singing.:):)
Lastly home.:):)
Washup and sleep.:):)
I am really tired. Wornout.
This morning I gotup at around 9.30am.
Then I decides to getup, washup and surf net.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

lovesyou

Long time no update and I seem to get lazy.
Well, nothing happening happened recently. Everything is still the same, nothing change.
Last Tuesday I just stay and rest at home.
Shit. Cough for 2weeks and its still on.
Work, reading-study, sleep.
Last Tuesday was so bored and upset, waiting for time to pass only. Dinner at night and rest, do stuffs. No mood for everything.
Last Wednesday was resting at home the whole afternoon.
Do housework and wentfor dinner.:):)
Applesoup.
Last Thursday should be the day. Theday whereby those incident happened again, and this time, at shoppingmall.
Dramatic.
Initially plan was to go for breakfast and endedup home.
I seriously dontknow what goes wrong, I got no answer to my own queries.
Last Friday I wentfor breakfast with relatives at chongpang market.
Breakfast were still alright, as usual.
Went to walk around afterthat.
And home. Then rest for awhile, just awhile and went to ICA, and to bugis.
Went to upperthomsonrd next to pack crab and home for dinner.
Last Saturday I went to jurongpoint!! Yeah. Finally.
Went to lunch at pizzahut first and to shop around.

Shop till 7plus, and travels to downtowneast.

Went to attend YL’s birthdayparty.
Thatsall. Staying there till 11plus. And wentoff.
Noodlessoup at home.:) Thankyou alot.
Last Sunday I went to chongpang first for lunch, and took cab from there to grandparent’splace. Cab fare cost about 12bucks. Well, staying at grandparent’splace, talking to relatives. Talking, surfing net, playing with cousin&sis. Wentoff at about 6pm, went to somewhere amk, don’t really know where. Went there for dinner. Dinner was great or maybe I’m just too hungry.
And home next.
Tvshow, bath and sleep.
Monday was damn shag. Sleep the whole morning. Someone came to myhouse and knocked on my room door by my surprise. And, wait. I am sleeping!! And my sleeping’s gone. But, I am happy!!
Washup and prepare then went for lunch at somewhere yishuncentral, and pack food home.
Just nice, the water thing has finish and my gas come!!
Monday was also a bad day.
No water, no gas.
Tuesday was also sleeping in the morning, shit. Coughing and it hurts. And, I got no fan!! Cause sis took it. Damn hot can. Sweating. Cant really sleep well. Do housework afterthat, slack and wentout to grandparent’splace. And, I donthave my wallet withme.:(:(
I hate no money days.
Reached grandparent’splace, surf net. Do thing.
Bath and wentout at 7.30pm with family.
Initially plan was to go somewhere whitesand for dinner and I thought for dining at tampinesmall, teppanyaki. So, we went. Went to buy tonic first as we are still waiting for the rest. Only grandparent, uncle and me. So, after buying, we went to walk about and realized that the shop has moved/closeddown.
Change plan. Dine at soup restaurant.:):)
Greatgreat.
Dinner over there and off.
Yesterday I gotup at very early. 6plus, and I didn’t really sleep.
Wash the fan, clothing, housework.
Wentout at about 2pm, went to NP and decides to lunch at sakaesushi. Eat there, relax.

And watch 4pm show at GV. Phobia2.
Very funny and a little scary.
Great&funny ending.
Home next and dinner again. Eat again.
And to sunplaza, the so-called foodfare to buy thing to eat!! Went to nearby park and slack then home.
Today gotup at about 6.30pm.
Slack. Then wentback to sleep and slack.
Wentout at 3plus.
Travel to woodlands interchange and happened to see Leon!! Glad that I met him, cause it’s a long time since we last catchup.
Then took bus down to grandparent’splace and I am now here.
Surfing the net and talking with cousin.
I am going for dinner.:):)

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

lovesyou

Dinnerout tonight with family.:):)

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

lovesyou

In life, many thing you cant choose, you cant make decisions for yourself.
Cause people tends to want to make it their way. And you got no says, no right. But to just follow.
Suffering alone, but who cares?
Tired of it. Dont wish to say about it anymore.
As what you all want, what you all like.
I dontwant to make it my way anymore, cause whats the point of voicing out your own thoughts but endedup, also seems to be like nobody care and you will also dont see the point of saying out how you feel.
Always ask me to say out my thoughts, but whatever is mentioned, always seems to be not the way I want. Cause I always got no choice but to stick with others' planning.
I am tired of this, really. Never in my life I experience.
I dont understand why some people just cant understand. I dont understand why the feeling I receives is like, I got to listen and follow. I felt really tieddown.
Everyone needs space to breathe, same goes to me.
What if, you are suffering alone? And your issuse dont seems to be their problem?
I feel that, they only care about their own feeling. Only care for what they want, and the way they want.
Simply feeling tieddown.
Tired of it. Fine with anything. Anything you all say.