Monday, May 05, 2008

lovesyou

I am in class now, hahas. Lesson is going to start.
Friday night I went out at about 7.15. Took a bus down to the train station then take the train down to OP and transfer to EWL. Alight at Bugis station then went to walk around. I know that casual meeting will always delay so don’t have to go early anyway I am just somewhere there. I went to find them at 8.05 and there are still people who had yet to reach. We sit there, chat and wait for others who is not yet reach. When everyone is there, we had our meeting. Discuss about lots of thing and out of point thing, BGR?! Is that supposed to be in the Agenda? What does it have to do with MOM? After the meeting some went off while some stay on then we head to LJS for dinner. I didn’t eat, was talking to Jacky regarding some people. And, my fault? I don’t care much and who really care? Is damn fed up and disappointed. I went off at about 9.45.
Went to meet up with a friend, which 'someone' dated out, LOL. Meet up at BJ, initially plan was to catch a movie and maybe to beach but at then my mood was not right. I don’t feel like watching movie so we walked to some place. We walk down to RC, went in to walk around and most of the shop had closed. Then we went to SC. Go there for late dinner then went to KOI GARDEN and we went off. Walk around and really happy. Went to some open space area at MW to talk, the light is on at first but when we go up the stairs the light suddenly off and I am actually shocked. Is so scary. We went up there to talk for a while and we went off. Walked to MS’s 7-11 to buy drink and stuff to eat. Slack inside MS for a while. After that we walked to Singapore Flyer, slack that and talk and also take picture;




After that we walk to Esplanade, as I wanted to go. But there are group of people so I decide to go MP it reminds me of memories. We walked to MP through the bridge, as I don’t want to walk the long way. I took some pic from there;


Some thing happened at the bridge, I don’t want to elaborate so much. :) *Smile.
Went to MP but the area is wet as there are people washing the floor so we went to ONE FULLERTON outside space and went to some stairs area to slack. I am happy!!
Stay there till morning anyway is 4plus at then. I was so tired and sleepy. We went off at 6plus. Walked to LPS for breakfast, we had dim sum for breakfast after that we walked to the bus stop and take the bus back home. I was not well when going over to the bus stop. Reach home at 9plus, before that someone called me and we talked on the phone till I reach home. Then I went to get things done, clean up and mum came in to my room and talk to me after that I went to sleep. I wake up at 4plus I have a good rest. Nobody was home, as usual. I make some vid using some photos then went to bath and continue with that and watch TV prog’ which JX recommend me to watch. Quite a nice and touching show, I only watching for a while as I find the whole show complicated. I was just damn bored at home. Got some msg from Theophilus and is some not so good msg, what I can say is relationship is selfish but do think of others, think of your surrounding. You are not only affecting your own mood you are affecting your surrounding also.
Do my thing and listen to some song, talk on the phone with Eric from 12plus to morning. We really talk a lot. I went to bed at 7plus.
Sunday I wake up at about 11 and soon my phone ring. Got a call from YB and again hear some not so nice word and happen to know something which I wish I don’t know but I don’t like the feeling of being in the dark. What can I do?
Talk for 1hour plus, I went to do my thing and relax at my bed. Got a msg from ZW asking me if I want to go CH, sorry for not going. Also received a msg from PK, asking if I want to go play table pool, I was a little surprised. In the end we didn’t go. Sorry about that. I was looking through my stuff in the com and I deleted quite a lot of photo. Was packing my room as it is quite messed up and my initially plan was to stay at home and tired my room. I started from about 3 and I stopped at 8plus. So tiring, I pack for 5hours!!
I throw away a lot of stuff. Is really a lot. And I have yet to finish. I think I got more thing to throw away will continue my tidy maybe tomorrow or Thursday.
This morning I wake up at 6plus, get things done and went to school. Took the same bus with JX. Reach school at 9.

Somehow your word hurts, even though it might seem nothing to you but it impact a lot in me.
; a scene I think I shouldn’t be seeing/knowing. I am just pretending to not know but it hurts.
I know is selfish by keeping things just to myself but because I cared.
I really want to hear you say that you know just how it feels.
Maybe is time to let you know.