Went into jb on Monday.
As expected, already not in the very good mood, things wont go well.
Okay, well, perhaps its really my fault, but you could have say it in a nice tone, ya?
Lunch at kim gary first.
So, gown and stuffs. Dinner at newhk. Back.
Having giddy nowadays.
Staying at home often. Hmmms,
Wednesday was meetingup with the sistersss!!
Yeah, finally catchup with them.
Meetup with them at northpoint, 3.30pm.
Raining heavily, and I am carrying my laptop. Gosh, heavy man.
And had my lunch there, so its like 3pair of eye looking at me, but its without pressure, LOLs.
We are always like that. HAHAHA. No need to show respect. With them, its totally relax.
And while I am eating, they were just having discussion, treat me as transparent, LOL.
Ya, plan and without telling me whats really going on. Well, cant blame them.
Was really kinda fun, enjoying, laughing, and crack my head.
Sistersss!!! I've got no idea to almost all the question.
Phone keep ringing, a little frustrated, especially regarding unnecessary issue.
Okay, had a greattime really. Then wentoff as 5plus.
Went shopping with Jolyn. Finding heels, perfect heels, hahas. Endedup not buying anything.
Then meetup with auntie&uncle. Had dinner with them, and ya, talking about all this.
Left at 10plus and cab home.
Yesterday was going down to bedok for facial appt.
Had my lunch first then facial.
Left afterthat. And back, supersuper tired. Tvshow.
Staying at home doing some stuffs today.
Hmmms, not too much things to do also, dinner, mj. Tvshow.
Everything should be almost done, just having the pissedoff feeling.
Goingover means sleep without peace.?
Friday, February 25, 2011
Monday, February 21, 2011
Joy
When will you have time for me alone? Not now, when?
And by the time you got time for me alone, I might not have time foryou alone anymore. For now, I just wantto spend time withyou alone if possible, and cant you see I am trying so hard?
And do you really remember to bring me out? Or just simply dontwant? Notime?
Do you know when is the lasttime we really wentout on a date? I supposed you dontknow and there's no answer to it. Cause we never had it before.
Isnt this pathetic?
And by the time you got time for me alone, I might not have time foryou alone anymore. For now, I just wantto spend time withyou alone if possible, and cant you see I am trying so hard?
And do you really remember to bring me out? Or just simply dontwant? Notime?
Do you know when is the lasttime we really wentout on a date? I supposed you dontknow and there's no answer to it. Cause we never had it before.
Isnt this pathetic?
Sunday, February 20, 2011
Joy
Wentto doctor on Wednesday.
Consultation, referral. Tiredtired.
Cp afterthat, and home.
Stay home on Thursday, and had spaghetti very often recently.:)
Tvshow, surf net.
Friday should also be staying at home, just doing some document thing ya.
Hmmms, stressedup totally.
So, it's a unhappy thing to happen? Well…
Okay, had dinner at home, mj.
And dearest came over, surprise me.
Hmmms, thanks god I am home, LOLs.
Okay, so we wentover to hisplace.
Wentout on Saturday noon.
Do lots of stuffs, eat, and buy those accessories. Thinking of this, I feel really upset.
And wentto eat again, and to grannyplace. Left and wentto uncletao'shouse. And down to pub, then to myplace. And off.
We are supposed to be watching movie, dinner. Disappointed. The feeling is suck.
Church today, and I am totally super pissedoff. But what can I say?
Okay, ya, was having the dontknow what exchanginggift thing ya.
Went grandparent'splace afterthat. Take a nap. Tiredtired. Headaches.
Dinner, curry, rice, rotiprata, otah.:) Yummuyummy.:)
Then tvshow, mj awhile and ya..
On my laptop to check some stuffs, thatsall.
Jb tomorrow, really not in the mood. And no point going when my emotion is not stable. But I know I gotta force myself to go and I gotta remember to smile.
Can you say something nice to me instead? At least cheer me up.
Consultation, referral. Tiredtired.
Cp afterthat, and home.
Stay home on Thursday, and had spaghetti very often recently.:)
Tvshow, surf net.
Friday should also be staying at home, just doing some document thing ya.
Hmmms, stressedup totally.
So, it's a unhappy thing to happen? Well…
Okay, had dinner at home, mj.
And dearest came over, surprise me.
Hmmms, thanks god I am home, LOLs.
Okay, so we wentover to hisplace.
Wentout on Saturday noon.
Do lots of stuffs, eat, and buy those accessories. Thinking of this, I feel really upset.
And wentto eat again, and to grannyplace. Left and wentto uncletao'shouse. And down to pub, then to myplace. And off.
We are supposed to be watching movie, dinner. Disappointed. The feeling is suck.
Church today, and I am totally super pissedoff. But what can I say?
Okay, ya, was having the dontknow what exchanginggift thing ya.
Went grandparent'splace afterthat. Take a nap. Tiredtired. Headaches.
Dinner, curry, rice, rotiprata, otah.:) Yummuyummy.:)
Then tvshow, mj awhile and ya..
On my laptop to check some stuffs, thatsall.
Jb tomorrow, really not in the mood. And no point going when my emotion is not stable. But I know I gotta force myself to go and I gotta remember to smile.
Can you say something nice to me instead? At least cheer me up.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
Joy
Thursday was staying at home, doing some stuffs.
Boring, wanted to go out, lazy.
Friday was home alone. Upsetupset.
Wanted to go jogging but heavyrain. Stayed home.
Hmmms, nothing much. Just feeling disappointed.
And wakeup quite early on Saturday.
Waited foryou!!
Okay, wentto hougangmall in the afternoon.
Weddingbands!!
Okay, shopshop then back for dinner.
Had reuniondinner!!
Then washup abit and wentout.
Pick HY&Sam, to Kai'splace, gather. Then into jb. Wentto pontian.
Fireworks, firecrackers. Enjoyed.
Back to sg, supper and back. Home at 5am.
Sunday was going to grandparent'splace.
Dinner, slack, punggolpark with love.:)
Yesterday also staying at home, and its VDAY.
Wentout at night with mummy, to compasspoint.
Buy stuffs, home.
Missyoumissyou.
Home today, makeup thing.
Boring, wanted to go out, lazy.
Friday was home alone. Upsetupset.
Wanted to go jogging but heavyrain. Stayed home.
Hmmms, nothing much. Just feeling disappointed.
And wakeup quite early on Saturday.
Waited foryou!!
Okay, wentto hougangmall in the afternoon.
Weddingbands!!
Okay, shopshop then back for dinner.
Had reuniondinner!!
Then washup abit and wentout.
Pick HY&Sam, to Kai'splace, gather. Then into jb. Wentto pontian.
Fireworks, firecrackers. Enjoyed.
Back to sg, supper and back. Home at 5am.
Sunday was going to grandparent'splace.
Dinner, slack, punggolpark with love.:)
Yesterday also staying at home, and its VDAY.
Wentout at night with mummy, to compasspoint.
Buy stuffs, home.
Missyoumissyou.
Home today, makeup thing.
Monday, February 14, 2011
Saturday, February 12, 2011
Joy
Its vday on Monday.
Do you remember to spend it withme?
Or you only remember you used to spend it with others?
Do you remember to spend it withme?
Or you only remember you used to spend it with others?
Friday, February 11, 2011
Joy
Somehow, I missyou so much.
Wanted to callyou, but I dontknow what to say toyou.
Love, how come?
I needyou by myside, rightnow.
Wanted to callyou, but I dontknow what to say toyou.
Love, how come?
I needyou by myside, rightnow.
Wednesday, February 09, 2011
Joy
Didn't wentout on Friday.
Stayed home instead and cook!!
Busy in the kitchen, chopping, and ya.:)
Enjoying.
Dinner, mj at night.
Wentto grannyhouse on Saturday afternoon, with bro.
Meetup with myboy there.
Wentto his grandnyhouse afterthat, and back to hishouse then to 3rdaunt house.
Home afterthat, and he went drinking.
Sunday was going to Jeanette'splace.
Then back for dinner. And home at prettylate.
Monday was staying at home, bored. Wentfor dinner with family.
Supper withlove.
Went jb yesterday. And back.
Home today again.
Tired, really. Its getting nearer.
Stayed home instead and cook!!
Busy in the kitchen, chopping, and ya.:)
Enjoying.
Dinner, mj at night.
Wentto grannyhouse on Saturday afternoon, with bro.
Meetup with myboy there.
Wentto his grandnyhouse afterthat, and back to hishouse then to 3rdaunt house.
Home afterthat, and he went drinking.
Sunday was going to Jeanette'splace.
Then back for dinner. And home at prettylate.
Monday was staying at home, bored. Wentfor dinner with family.
Supper withlove.
Went jb yesterday. And back.
Home today again.
Tired, really. Its getting nearer.
Friday, February 04, 2011
Joy
Ya, I thought I should be staying at home on the eve but I am wrong.
Force myself for reunion lunch, I dontknow what I can do.
So hard for me to be there and smile. I really just feel like dropping tears but I just got to hold back.
Take a nap afterthat, wentfor reunion dinner at night, grandparent'splace.
Hmmms, then wentback to hougang. Slack abit.
Wentout at about 12 to lsuncle's nursery.
Wentoff at about 2am.
Sleep at about 5.30am. Uncle wake me up at about 6am, he's flyingoff. Then brother wake me up at 7am, asking me for internet thing, Lols.
Then gotup again at 9.30am by jolyn's msg, and finally gotup at 12.
Prepared, wentdown to the factory first, feed the dogs.
Then wentto pick father, and to grandparent'splace.
Boring, no one was there, nothing to do also.
Wentoff afterthat, to dear's grandparent'splace.
CNY visit is always like that, travelling here and there.
Wentback afterthat, then we wentto hisfriend place.
Super boring, I got nothing to do there, and I just have to be there.
Supposed to be going serena's house for buffet but I guess I disappoint her.:(
Then we wentoff at 2plus ya, supper first and back.:)
Really really tired.
Gotup at 7am in the morning, wentback to sleep and wokeup at like 12.
Haha. Faster force myself to cook rice!! Late!!
I am seriously still in my sleepingmood.
Still got to go visit later on.
My words hurts you, so your words dont?
I really cant go on.
Force myself for reunion lunch, I dontknow what I can do.
So hard for me to be there and smile. I really just feel like dropping tears but I just got to hold back.
Take a nap afterthat, wentfor reunion dinner at night, grandparent'splace.
Hmmms, then wentback to hougang. Slack abit.
Wentout at about 12 to lsuncle's nursery.
Wentoff at about 2am.
Sleep at about 5.30am. Uncle wake me up at about 6am, he's flyingoff. Then brother wake me up at 7am, asking me for internet thing, Lols.
Then gotup again at 9.30am by jolyn's msg, and finally gotup at 12.
Prepared, wentdown to the factory first, feed the dogs.
Then wentto pick father, and to grandparent'splace.
Boring, no one was there, nothing to do also.
Wentoff afterthat, to dear's grandparent'splace.
CNY visit is always like that, travelling here and there.
Wentback afterthat, then we wentto hisfriend place.
Super boring, I got nothing to do there, and I just have to be there.
Supposed to be going serena's house for buffet but I guess I disappoint her.:(
Then we wentoff at 2plus ya, supper first and back.:)
Really really tired.
Gotup at 7am in the morning, wentback to sleep and wokeup at like 12.
Haha. Faster force myself to cook rice!! Late!!
I am seriously still in my sleepingmood.
Still got to go visit later on.
My words hurts you, so your words dont?
I really cant go on.
Thursday, February 03, 2011
Joy
Happy lny!!
Hope everything will be fine.
I still missyou, but it hurt me so much everytime I seeyou.
Hope everything will be fine.
I still missyou, but it hurt me so much everytime I seeyou.
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
Joy
No time for myblog.
And I supposed I don't remember what really happens.
Mj like almost everyday now. ya, sounds a little bored, and yes.
20th was going to jb, lunch then bridalshop.:)
Spend like dontknow how many hours there, gosh. Tired, stress, and a little happy.
Marrybrown afterthat and back. Wentto yishun first then to kai'splace and home for dinner.
So that Friday was staying at grandparent'splace, dinner at compasspoint then back.
And down to singaporeflyer. Meetup with Samuel&co.
Admiral bar.
Left at prettylate.
Okay, then Saturday was heading down to cwp with love, meetup with auntiecarol&co there, had lunch at crystaljade.:)
Wentto walk around afterthat and down to grandparent'splace.
Sunday was going to jcc for lunch cum foodtasting.
Hmmms, still okay.
Wentback home afterthat, had steamboat dinner, then down to compasspoint.
Buy stuffs and backhome.
And yeah, 24th was going for photoshoot!! Excited!!
One wholeday, and dinner at some Japanese restaurant. Great.
Supertired, and I suppose all this worth it.?
The nextday was going to bridalshop again. Choosing photos!! Eat a little at vivo and back.
Grandparent'splace and playing mj. And not feeling well.
26th was going to hougandmall with mummy&sis.
Breakfast, shopping!!
Love came over in the afternoon!! Lovelove.
Then Thursday was goingdown for car servicing.
Lunch, then back to grandparent'splace.
Mj at night and mcdelivery.:)
Last Friday was going to jp.
Buy stuffs, had a little at toastbox then walk around, off.
Down to grandparent'splace. Mj, ya?
Saturday was going to boonlay, fairprice then down to grandparent'splace.
Then down to bedok, dinner first and to the nursery.
Well, we were all so crazy playing iphone over there, haha.
Supper and home.
Sunday was going to Kai'splace then to sembrd for dinner and to grandparent'splace.
Mj, again.
31st was going to marsiling. Eat a little, then get some stuffs for granny.
Went granny'splace afterthat.
Hmmms, BORING. And down to hougangmall. Dinner, walk around, home.
Yesterday was going to collect invitationcards, then to kai'splace and to clinic.
Dinner next then grandparent'splace. Watching tvshow.
Gotup at pretty early today. 6plus.
Tiredtired.
Mummy&co flying off today.:)
Received my first redpacket from grandpa!!:)
Home now, doing nothing much, cant sleep, dontknow what to do.
Reunionlunch at jurong, Reuniondinner at woodlands.
Dont feel like going anywhere, I dontwant you to see me drop tears.
Don't you care for my feeling? I supposed I am not the one you love, I know I am not in yourheart, don't lie to yourself anymore, and please don't tellme you loveme when you don't. Cause that hurts me so so much. You dontknow the feeling of this, its terrible. I really wanna stay, but I know I gotta leave, I cant lie to myself. I am thinking ofyou, of course. But who are you thinking of?
Your words really hurts me. Its not angry, upset.
'so near yet so far'.
And I supposed I don't remember what really happens.
Mj like almost everyday now. ya, sounds a little bored, and yes.
20th was going to jb, lunch then bridalshop.:)
Spend like dontknow how many hours there, gosh. Tired, stress, and a little happy.
Marrybrown afterthat and back. Wentto yishun first then to kai'splace and home for dinner.
So that Friday was staying at grandparent'splace, dinner at compasspoint then back.
And down to singaporeflyer. Meetup with Samuel&co.
Admiral bar.
Left at prettylate.
Okay, then Saturday was heading down to cwp with love, meetup with auntiecarol&co there, had lunch at crystaljade.:)
Wentto walk around afterthat and down to grandparent'splace.
Sunday was going to jcc for lunch cum foodtasting.
Hmmms, still okay.
Wentback home afterthat, had steamboat dinner, then down to compasspoint.
Buy stuffs and backhome.
And yeah, 24th was going for photoshoot!! Excited!!
One wholeday, and dinner at some Japanese restaurant. Great.
Supertired, and I suppose all this worth it.?
The nextday was going to bridalshop again. Choosing photos!! Eat a little at vivo and back.
Grandparent'splace and playing mj. And not feeling well.
26th was going to hougandmall with mummy&sis.
Breakfast, shopping!!
Love came over in the afternoon!! Lovelove.
Then Thursday was goingdown for car servicing.
Lunch, then back to grandparent'splace.
Mj at night and mcdelivery.:)
Last Friday was going to jp.
Buy stuffs, had a little at toastbox then walk around, off.
Down to grandparent'splace. Mj, ya?
Saturday was going to boonlay, fairprice then down to grandparent'splace.
Then down to bedok, dinner first and to the nursery.
Well, we were all so crazy playing iphone over there, haha.
Supper and home.
Sunday was going to Kai'splace then to sembrd for dinner and to grandparent'splace.
Mj, again.
31st was going to marsiling. Eat a little, then get some stuffs for granny.
Went granny'splace afterthat.
Hmmms, BORING. And down to hougangmall. Dinner, walk around, home.
Yesterday was going to collect invitationcards, then to kai'splace and to clinic.
Dinner next then grandparent'splace. Watching tvshow.
Gotup at pretty early today. 6plus.
Tiredtired.
Mummy&co flying off today.:)
Received my first redpacket from grandpa!!:)
Home now, doing nothing much, cant sleep, dontknow what to do.
Reunionlunch at jurong, Reuniondinner at woodlands.
Dont feel like going anywhere, I dontwant you to see me drop tears.
Don't you care for my feeling? I supposed I am not the one you love, I know I am not in yourheart, don't lie to yourself anymore, and please don't tellme you loveme when you don't. Cause that hurts me so so much. You dontknow the feeling of this, its terrible. I really wanna stay, but I know I gotta leave, I cant lie to myself. I am thinking ofyou, of course. But who are you thinking of?
Your words really hurts me. Its not angry, upset.
'so near yet so far'.
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
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